The next day was Quinn's birthday (July 23rd) she turned 18 so we were okay. The holiday was going so well. Until I started getting messages off people from school. 'Slut''Whore''Fat''Kill yourself' They were all the same. Even Missy didn't want to be my friend anymore. But it was okay. I chose a school no one else was going to go to- Greenshoots Academy. I was hoping to be okay there. But I still had 3 weeks to go.
I was in my room the day I got the messages. I did something I never thought I would do, I always told myself no, you don't have to feel that way. Stay strong. Love yourself for you...
I picked up the blade I had from an old razor. I turned over my arm. And I cut. I felt nothing physically. All I could feel was mental pain. I did it all over my arm, getting deeper the further down my wrist.
That was the first time I cut. I'll never forget it.
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This is so bad im not even joking. BTW this whole story old has 10 chapters, I wrote it ages ago while me and my best friend started writing stories.. so yeah... 10th chapter is the last one...
ALSO SORRY FOR THIS BEING SO BAD OKAY BYE.
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Ficção AdolescenteTRIGGER WARNING- CONTAINS TRIGGERING STUFF- (SELFHARM, EATING DISORDERS, SUICIDE, ECT!) Lexi started her first year of high school, she found a friend and they got close, they told each other everything and you have to read it bc im not good at mak...
