Part 1

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My hands are shaking, I couldn't concentrate properly, everything was getting too much.

I wonder what Harry is going to say, would he be happy?

I know we've been dating for a year and he always talks about babies, but what if he's scared and disappointed.

I climbed out of my red car locking it before I walked over to the front door, taking the keys out of my purse . I unlocked the door walking in slowly. I could feel my heart beating faster

"Harry! I'm home, are you here?"

 I closed the door behind me and walked into the kitchen.

I looked around searching for Harry. I didn't see him so I took a glass of the shelf and walked over to the fridge. I saw a paper clipped on the calendar so I walked towards it putting the empty glass on the counter.

I opened the paper and saw it was for me:

Dear Delilah

I'm really sorry that I'm not there to talk to you in person, but I just couldn't bear to see the look on your face. I'm sorry, but I'm leaving you, the thing is sometimes I feel so trapped and you're just so much younger than me I feel like the only grown up.

Please don't make this harder than it is, I do have feelings for you I just need a break.

May you move on easily and feel no pain

Yours sincerely

Harry .X

I closed the paper folding it up. I couldn't believe it! After 1 year he dumps me, and on a piece of paper!

I could feel the tears rolling down my cheek, everything is falling out of its place.

How am I supposed to be okay ? 

I'm 4 weeks pregnant with his child

I ran upstairs towards my bedroom. I opened the door and plopped down on my bed, burying my face in the pillow . I started to cry even harder than I already was.

How could he do this to me ? Why would he do this to me?

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After what felt like forever I climbed out of bed, I didn't know where to go from here but I knew that I couldn't tell Harry about this, he wouldn't believe me, and I don't want to force him into anything.

I walked over to the bathroom washing my face in the sink, I looked up at the mirror starting to feel sorry for myself, but no, this isn't what I want.

I'm just going to have to suck it up and be strong enough for my baby, I'll raise it by my self. Even if it means I'll have to work double the hours, but keeping this baby is defiantly an option.

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