Stay with me (H.S)

Part 3

Twins? I can't have twins, I'm barely ready for 1 baby. I looked at my mom with terrified eyes, she looked back at me and saw my horrid  reaction. 

"Oh honey, it's going to be fine " 

She said taking my hand,rubbing the back of it with her finger. This was relaxing me a little bit but still it doesn't change the thing that I'm having twins. I mean I've always wanted to have twins but not in this circumstances. 

 Uncle Milan checked some other things and wiped my stomach clean. 

"All good Delilah, do you want to know the genders or is it a surprise?" 

He asked helping me to sit up straight.

I looked at my mom for an answer.To be honest I don't mind not knowing, a surprise never hurt someone. But the real thing why I don't want to know is because I don't want to add on my plate. Shopping for a specific gender isn't going to be cheap and I know my mother wants to go all out.

 "Could you maybe write it on a piece of paper and put it in an envelope, please" 

My mom asked helping me of the bed knowing that it is hard for me. 

"Sure thing. Just wait here,I'll be right back" 

Uncle Milan said walking out of the room closing the door behind him .

"Are you okay honey?" my mom asked worried.

"Yes, I guess"

 I said looking away, I didn't want my mom to see the pain I felt right now. I feel like crying all over again. I don't want my mother or father to help financially. It's not their place to that and I would feel bad but I know that I'm going to struggle a little.

"I'm here, and I wish Harry was here as well"

 My mom said rubbing my arm to comfort me but I yanked my arm away feeling my heart beating faster and my facial expression turning into anger 

"No! I don't know why you would even bring him up, I'm fine can't you see that!"

 I felt a little bit bad at my choice of words and for yelling at her, but that doesn't give her the right to bring my past relationship up. Harry clearly do't want to be with me anymore so I'm over him I can't stand the idea of him anymore. 

"Delilah don-"

Uncle Milan came walking in holding an orange envelope in his hands

 "Sorry did I interrupt something ?" 

He asked closing the door a little peeking threw the small space

 "No , no, it's all fine thank you " 

My mom said walking to him 

"Thank you so much for the help, we'll see you soon" she said taking the envelope 

"I'm going to the car, bye uncle Milan, see you soon"

  I awkwardly gave him a side hug taking my purse before leaving the room.

I walked pass the people staring at me in the waiting room,I couldn't help but feel annoyed at every single one of them.Why are they staring at me like their all better than me... their not we're all the same and their just as screwed up as me!

I opened the door and walked outside, the smell of fresh bread filled my nostrils.I quietly swore under my breath when I realized I didn't take the car keys. I leaned against the car trying to get comfortable. It's hard to get comfortable with this gigantic belly but I learn to cope with it as days past.