Stay with me (H.S)

Part 6

I woke up to the sound of snoring, a sound I haven't heard I a long time. I smiled wrapping my arm around the figure next to me. He wrapped his arms around me, his lips pressing against my neck.

This is all so perfect. Laying here in Liam's arms. I felt protected and loved.

Wait what!

I sat up quickly my brain functioning what just happened. I looked next to me to see Liam's eyes just as wide as mine.

"I...uh..."

I couldn't find the right words to say. I need to comprehend what just happened. I don't really know why I was like that, why I felt so loved and warm in his arms. It must be the pregnancy it has to be.

"Uhmm... I'm sorry "

He said sitting up straight. He had messy hair but it wasn't that bad. His eyes was slightly puffy and I could see that he was just as confused as me.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have, I don't know what just happened"

I looked at him. I felt slightly embarrassed. I looked down then back up at him and saw a small smile on his face. I couldn't help it, I burst out in laughter, luckily he joined me and there we were laughing all the embarrassment away.

"I'm going to make breakfast do you want some?"

I asked after what felt like forever of uncomfortably laughing with Liam.

"Sounds nice, mind if I go take a shower, I have to be at the studio in a hour"

I could see that he was still a bit uncomfortable but he tried hiding it. I smiled and nodded.

"Yeah sure, there's new towels in the drawer, you're welcome to use it"

He gave me thankful smile and walked towards the bathroom.

I quickly put on some leggings and a loose top and made my way downstairs.

Hmmm what to make? I don't really know what I want, as always, maybe some eggs and toast.

Surely it took me 20 minutes just to decide that I'm going to make some French toast. I love food so I made sure to make a lot since Liam and I didn't have a proper dinner last night, we only ate the popcorn then passed out.

I someone walking downstairs 

"Liam I'm making french toast, hope you like it"

I said but as I turned around I was startled at my mother standing in front of me and not Liam

"Oh mother, you startled me! I'm sorry I thought you were Liam"

I couldn't really make out whether my mother was angry or just sleepy because she stood there crossing her arms.

"Oh, Liam's here? That's nice, I was wondering what was up last night, when I came into your room saw that you were sleeping next to a man but I couldn't make out who it was"

It was quite weird the way my mom explained that she came in looking at us whilst we were sleeping but luckily she didn't wake us up or something, now that would've been embarrassing.

I looked back at the stairs to find Liam standing there all dressed and looking fresh.

"Liam it's been a long time, how are you son?" My mom asked walking towards him and embracing him in a tight hug.

"Good to see you Mrs. Calder" Liam said giving her a tight hug back

 "Liam I hope you like french toast because I made some and a lot"

Liam smiled at me and said " Yes that sounds great, I'm starving" 

I felt a little bit bad but I didn't know that Liam was going to sleep over and I didn't want to wake him up.

I put all the french toast on a plate and sat it down on the dining table. 

"Would you like some tea or coffee or something else?" 

I asked Liam as I was walking back to the kitchen.

"Some juice would be lovely, thank you" 

He continued to talk to my mother and told her about their break and that he's suppose to write a song before it ends but he doesn't feel inspired to write one yet.

I put the glasses on the table and sat down

"Food and drinks are served Mr.Payne, ready when you are"

My mom and Liam laughed at me for being the hungry girl I am.

Just to prove that their right and I know I'm right I took a piece of french toast and took a big bite out of it.

"Aren't you a hungry one?" Liam laughed sitting down next to me and taking a piece of toast.

"Delilah, do you think you and Harry will ever talk about this, I mean I won't tell him but I feel very bad for not being able to"

I took a sip of my juice and looked at Liam.

"Liam... I don't know, he wouldn't believe me. He's over me and I don't want to hold this against him, like ' you have kids, be a real dad, spend time with them, visit once in a while' I mean Harry is a busy guy and this would just make him look bad, the media would never leave him alone, nevertheless leave me and my babies alone. It's hard and yes I feel bad, but I'm all by myself and this feels like the safest decision, It's not about me, not about Harry, it's about the babies."

He looked at my in a sympathetic way, a way I hated to be looked at because it shows that he feels sorry for me and I don't want him to feel bad or sorry for me because i'm fine, I'm okay.

I felt the tears in my eyes, I guess all those times I kept my feelings inside was getting too much for me. I wiped away the tears and stood up, but Liam grabbed my hand and stood up as well.\

"Look, Delilah, I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you. I won't tell Harry, but I'm conserned about you... You say you're alright but you aren't my love. Please let it out I'll listen and I'll stay strong with you"

That was it, this was my braking point, what Liam just said was all true, I'm not 100% alright even though I always say or act like I am. The tears were streaming down my face like a full river and I couldn't stop it, nor did I want it too.

I swung my arms around his neck and cried on his shoulder. He rubbed my back hugging me just as tight. I felt loved and warm. I felt like there is actually someone that could see how I feel, that could see threw my lies.

"Thank you Liam"

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AAAHHH... I know I am the worst person ever:

1: Because I'm leaving you with another cliffhanger 

2: Because I haven't updated in so looooong!!!

I'm so sorry... I hope this is alright, I've gone back and edited the previous pages 

because there were a few grammar mistakes and it was a little bit short.

My goal is that every page is at least something between 1000-2000 words but I know that I should do a double update this week, no promises but I'll work on it (;

Have a lovely day...