Opposites attract. (Harry Styles )

Chapter 48.

Songs:

Jojo – Say love.

Sam Smith – Writing on the wall

Aqua – My mamma said.

This can't be happening. As i read the note over and over, tears rolled down my cheeks. How could he do this? Why would he just pack up his stuff and leave. I checked the closet just to make sure that none of his stuff was there, and it all was gone. All he did was Write a note saying that he couldn't do this, and nothing more. Not a phone Call or he could have waited for me to get home, and not just leave like this.

All I want to do right now is just lie down and cry myself to sleep, for several days. I don't know what to do. Of course I can't do that, because I have a child I need to take care of. I just don't understand. He seemed fine, of course our little fight hurt him, but it hurt me too. But I still wouldn't just leave like that and put all the responsibility on one person. I don't think I can do this.

I pack some of Rosie's stuff in a little bag, some of her clothes, some bottles of milk, her smoothies, and her diaper bag. She is still sleeping in her stroller, so I just hang her bag on the stroller while walking out the door. Dean has always told me since the birth, that if I ever needed someone to look after Rosie, he would be there. That is what I need right now. I don't care about my appearance; I just walk straight over to Dean's flat and knock on the door.

"Hi, Aimee what are you.... What happened?" he stopped mid-sentence when he saw how I looked.

"Harry left." I tell him.

"Left? What do you mean?"

"He left, just like he did before." I say as another tear rolls down my face.

"Awww, honey I am so sorry. You shouldn't have to go through this right now." He says as he gives me a hug.

"That is why I am here. Can you do something for me?" I ask him.

"Anything, you know I would do anything for you." He reassures me.

"Can you look after Rosie, just for a couple days? I just need some time, and I can't do that when I have her." I ask him.

"Are you sure? I will take her, but I just want to make sure that this is what you want. It might not be the best for you to be alone right now. It could help to have her there with you." He tells me.

"Yeah, I am sure. Right now I just want to be a bit alone and figure things out." He gives me a small smile, before taking the stroller from me. I turn away from him and walk to my flat.

"Good luck and I really am sorry. If you need anything more, just call or come over." Dean yells after me. I turn around and smile at him before I walk into my flat.

I don't know what I would do if I didn't have Dean there. He means everything to me, and we would go to the ends of the earth for each other, no matter what.

What am I supposed to do know? I am just so mad; I just want to break everything I see. I see Harry's and mine coffee cup on the kitchen counter just mocking me, saying how I failed and how I lost the person that I love. I walk over to the two cups, first I take Harry's cup and I toss across the room. Man that felt good, then I take the other cup that is mine and matching his cup. He thought it would be cool to get matching coffee cups, since we live, no I mean lived together. I toss that too across the room, but this time a scream escapes my mouth.

I take some other random kitchen supplies that are lying around and toss them across the room. Tears are flowing down my cheeks like it's pouring rain. I do this for a while, to get the frustration and the anger out of my system. After a while I have no energy left, so I crawl my way to my bedroom and up in my bed.

I turn to Harry's side of the bed, and it still smells like the minty smell he always has. I crawl into a little ball at his side of the bed and cry myself to sleep.

I am wakened up by someone knocking on my door. I groan and turn around in bed, seeing the other half bed empty, recalling everything that happened yesterday. I thought it all was just a bad dream. But turns out it was all real, he is really gone.

The knocking continues, making me groan even more. I really don't want to see anyone right now. But since the knocking won't stop, I'll just have to go check who is here.

I drag my body out of the bed and on to the floor; my legs feel like they weigh a ton and can barely move. I drag myself to the front door, and before I open the door I look through the peephole to see who it is. It's Anne. What is she doing here? Did Harry go straight there? Is that why she is here?

I decide to open the door and let her in. At first when she sees me, she smiles, but then her smile fades.

"Did I wake you and Harry up?" she asks, okay so Harry didn't go to her, or she wouldn't have asked that.

"Well you did wake me up." I tell her.

"The clock is almost two in the afternoon, you should be up by now, and you have a little child that you need to take care of." She says, her voice laced with worry.

"She is staying with Dean." I assure her.

"Oh, why?" she asks, as she steps foot into my flat, following my lead into the kitchen. There was still a mess from yesterday, which I hadn't bothered cleaning up just yet.

"What happened here?" she asks, when she sees the mess of broken glass all over the floor.

"Just a little incident." I tell her.

"This wasn't just a little incident, something happened here and I want to know what." Anne says in a stern voice, that I have only heard her use on Harry.

"He left." I tell her, whilst turning around. Too scared to look her in the eye.

"What?" she asks, but barely above a whisper. It was like she couldn't believe it.

"Harry left yesterday, all he left was the note that is laying there on the counter. That is why Rosie is with Dean." I tell her. I was just done with making a cup of coffee.

"This can't be true." She tells me.

"Well, I didn't believe it myself, but it's all there in the note. I should have known this would happen; he didn't want a baby in the first place. And he left once, why not do it a second time to." I say getting more and more angry.

"This has happened before." Anne says.

"Yeah, he left when he first found out that I was pregnant." I tell her. I thought she knew this.

"That's not what I mean, I know he left when he first figured out you were pregnant."

"But?" I say, it sounded like there was supposed to be a but in there.

"This is not the first time."

"I know you already said that." I tell her, she is not exactly helping on my mood here.

"That's is not the point." She says, it is almost sounding like she is trying to solve a puzzle peace or something, because she is not putting meaning into her sentences.

"Will you just tell me what you are talking about, because I have no clue what you are talking about." I tell her as I turn around to look at her.

She looks up at me with tears in her eyes as she says, "Harry's father did the same thing."