Opposites attract. (Harry Styles )

Chapter 24.

Songs :

Jason derulo, Marry me.

The Summer Set, Someone Like you.

"I am sorry about him I will go and check. Congratulations!" I tell them with a smile on my face. I am a little bit worry about what is going on with Harry; I thought he would be happy for his friend, but obviously not. I put on my coat, and before I leave, I tell them to just behave like they were in their own home.

For some reason I don't have time to open the front door before Harry comes walking back inside. I give him a weird look, but I keep following him in to our bedroom.

"Why did you leave like that?" I ask him in a hushed voice, but a really angry voice. I don't want Perrie or Zayn to hear us.

"Why should I stay?" he asks me back, he doesn't bother to tone it down one bit.

"Would you keep it down, we don't need them to hear us." I tell him, he just rolls his eyes.

"Why did you leave? I thought you would be happy for him." I tell him.

"Is this some kind of sick joke?" he yells.

"What kind of sick joke?!" I yell back, I can't hold the anger in anymore. All he had to do was pretend that he was happy for them, but he couldn't even do that.

"I told you yesterday that I didn't want to have kids or get married, and then you go and make them seem all happy and jolly, just too make me feel bad!" How could he think so little of me?

"Wow, do you really think that about me? That I would be so cruel to do that?" I ask him.

"Sometimes yeah." He yells and he doesn't even hesitate to say it. After the words flew out of his mouth and he saw the look on my face, his eyes soften and I could see the regret behind his words.

"Baby i..."

"No save it, you really think that I am that cruel? Just so, you know, I never would have done that. I called them because you needed to see your friends, and they were the only ones that could come. So I am sorry that I tried to make you a little bit happy and I failed at it, but I never in a million years would I have ever done something like that." I tell him. I have calmed a little bit more by now.

"I am sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen." He tells me.

"I am going out, I will be back in a couple of hours, and I want you and your things out of here by then." I tell him, I don't give him time to answer before I walk out the bedroom door and to the living room. I apologize to Zayn and Perrie and I once again tell them how happy I am for them, before I walk out the front door.

I don't know where I am going, I just know that I need some air. I love Harry, I really do. I know we have only been dating for around three months soon and it is way too early to think about marriage and having kids, my problem is just that I want to be a young mom, I want to be around 20 when I have my first kid, and by then I want to be in a stable relationship. I know that Harry can't give me either kids or a marriage, and I don't think I can change his mind either.

I have sat down on a bench and I am just looking at the park. There are families walking around and playing with their kids. I just admire it I want that happiness. I might seem a bit desperate, it's just I don't want to end up like my parents I want to have a life time with my kid. The thought of never having a kid is terrifying to me.

*4 hours later.*

So have been sitting at the bench just listening to music for the past few hours, and I am now walking back to my flat. For some reason I want Harry to have left, but the other part of me wants him to stay and fight for us. I am not willing to give up a kid and a marriage to be with only Harry for the rest of my life, but I am willing to try to change his mind over the time.