A love story that they didnt want to happen

Chapter 6 Saying goodbye is breaking my heart

When i got back to my room Andrew was tossing and turning. He was almost awake so i ran to the bathroom. It was fast thinking so he wouldnt know i was crying . I got in the shower. Andrew opened the door,and came in to the bathroom.

"Clare hunny why are you in the shower this early ?" Andrew asked. Good thing the shower makes your skin red or he would have known im crying. I put a smile on my face and opened the curtain.

"Hey babe I needed a shower."I say. He smiles real big

"Do you want me to join you ?" He says. I laughed and made room for him.

"come on in babe" I say smiling.

Hes takes off his cloths and jumps in. Ilaugh because the look on his face when he touched he waer was so funny . Gosh im going to miss him .

"I love you Andrew.' I said as i put my hand on the side of his face.He lend in to it and i stood up on my tip toes to kiss him softly.

Once we got out of the shower , I looked at the clock and its four in the morning o a moday . Good thing its summer. Just then I got an idea. I will make today the best day of our life because tonight ,Im pretty sure im going to die .

I walked into my room and Andrew was sitting on my bed . I ran to him and jumped on him . At the right moment he opened his arms and i landed in his lap. I kissed him like my life depend on it and to me it kinda does. He kissed back the same way . I pulled aayand he frowned. Than smiled.

"So my love what do you want to do today ?' I asked . He stared at the wall to think .

"I want to go to the beach with you "He said . I smiled really big and bounced off the bed to go get my two piece, and put it on.

"Honey , I have to run home yo get my shorts. I will be right back. Give me an hour." Andrew said. I started to pout beause I didnt want to be away from him for even a minute. He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him and kissed me . He smiled . "I love you ." Andrew said .Gosh it hurt to see how much he loved me when i had to leave him tonight .

My  phone started to buzzy with messages from my parents ,Alice,and Julie. Ohwow this hurts . I dont know what to do , I cant say goodbye to my bestfriends or my parents to! So i turned my phone off and out it in my bag. I will leave letters for all of them . Im running away,with that I got to work writing my letters .

Letter to my Parents

I love you guys but I cant take it anymore , Im running away . Dont come looking for me .Even though I running off I want you to know it wasnt your fault, it wasnt anyone fault . I love you guys , my bestfriends , and my boyfriend,but its for the best. I love you guys goodbye.     Yours always Clare.

Letter to Alice

 You have known me since I was five, and we have been bestfriends since the first day . Now its time to go different ways. I love you like a sister, but im running away .        Love clare <3

Letter to Julie

Ive known you since I was ten , and we have had some great times, but im running away. Im sorry I love you .    Love clare.

Letter to Andrew

Dear Andrew ,

This is one of the hardest letters ive ever had to write. I want you to know I love you.,Im always going to love you but we cant be together. Im not good enough and its to dangerous for us to remain together. Im so sorry I did this in a letter and not in person but it would be to hard to say goodbye. I will be gone before you read this , so dont come looking for me . Do me one thing, fall in love , get married,have kids, and be happy , but most importantly forget about me .   My heart will always be urs Clare.

Yeah I know its an awful letter , but i want him to be happy and not waste his life looking for me .I know he would to . So i have to let him go . I closed all the letters and wrote their names on the front . Then I put my parents letter on their bed , and the oters go into my bag until i can sneak them in a place they will see later.