A love story that they didnt want to happen

Chapter 10 The truth

I was sitting at my desk , writing all that happened today and drawing . When two hands came around my eyes . I knew this game . So i smiled real big and turned around with the hands still covering my eyes .

"Jake get your hands off my eyes , I would like to see ." I said while trying not to laugh .

"Clare its not Jake ." He said . I froze , i tried to pull away so i could see again but Jonathan wouldnt let me .

"Jonathan please dont hurt me ." I begged . When i said that he removed his hands from my eyes and frowned at me . I backed away from him slowly . Which made him frown even more .

"Clare , im not going to hurt you . Not again im sorry . I didnt mean to do what i did i got carried away clare . Thats why i have been away to punish myself for doing that to you . Im so sorry , if you cant forgive me i understand but we have to be together . " Jonathan said . I was confused . Why was he punishing himself by staying away from me ? I dont know alot about him but i do know that everytime hes around im scared but at the same time i want to be close to him , it was a month ago that he hurt me , i should forgive him .What does he mean we have to be together ?

"Jonathan i will forgive you if you explain what you mean when you say you and were punishing yourself and by what you mean by saying we have to be together ? " i said

He smiled at me and walked over to my bed really slowly .He sat down and pated the spot beside him . I walked over and sat as far away from him as i could . He frowned at me and said " Clare i swear i wont hurt you . I wont even lay a hand on you . If i did i would kill myself . "

My mouth fell open i dont want him to do that ! I jumped up and sat right next to him .

"okay now i will explain , but i dont think you will like it ."he said .

I nodded my head in answer . He moved to face'me.

"Clare , i was punishing myself by staying away from you because i wanted to feel how it felt without you near . I felt empty , and thats how i would feel if i hurt you . And when i said we have to be together , i dont mean it by im making us . Its something way bigger than us that needs us to be together . Even though i want to be with you and if i could i would give you a chioce if you want to be with me or not but i cant , because the whole kingdom needs us to be together ." he said . He looked at me waiting for me to get it . I nodded and he continued .

"Im the prince , therefore you being my soul mate makes you the princess , but you know those parents that you had before ? Me and my parents dont think those are your real parents . We dont know who is but your not all the way human . Thats why you smell so sweet . "

I didnt know what to do but i know i had to say something .

"Im not human ? How can that be .. I feel human and other things not human dont exist ! ." I yelled while getting up .

Jonathan looked worried . He grabbed my hand very softly and pulled me too him .

"Clare sweetheart you need to calm down . I have more i need to tell you but i cant if your going to freak out . " he said .

I sighed and lend into him more . I know i just made up with him but it feels so right to be this close to him .

" okay tell me ". i said , while i was against his chest .

"well your not going to take this well but we have to get married in two weeks tops or i have to kill you and marry whoever my parents pick . " Jonathan said .After he finished he let me go and stepped back cause he knew i would need space . A single tear roled down my cheek .

"but i cant marry you , i always wanted to marry andrew . He got me a ring and everything , we had it planned i was going to have his kids . " i whispered .

He some how heard me . His face becamed pained , he stepped farther away from me . He looked hurt . I felt bad after i said it because i knew i hurt him . He was by my side in a heart beat , he rasied his hand to my face and rubbed the tear away .

"Clare i know how you feel , i know you had plans before i came along but i cant have you die . So please marry me , you dont even have to talk to me after . You can ignore me .As long as you wear the wedding ring your safe . No one can hurt you . Please Clare . " He begged .

I know he cares and he wants to save me . I dont want to die , but i cant marry him . I guess i wont ever see andrew either way again . So i should just marry him to keep myself safe .

"okay , i will marry you ." i said . He smiled than hugged me again .

"Clare theres one more thing ."

"what is it ?" I said

"Well im a vampire ," he said

I pulled away and looked up at him . Than everything became black and i felt someone catch me but that was the last thing i felt .