Blogger 1: Julie

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You could say my mom is a little bit "over the top" and maybe also a bit "insane", "crazy", "strange demented lunatic with a computer". I mean, I've pretty much heard it all.

My mom is an actress. She's great at her job, but she just doesn't quit being an actress AFTER her shows.

Which means the whole world has to know about it seeing we're all living here in the 21st century, right?

So straight to her computer she goes. She grabs her makeup and makes scenes by herself.

I sometimes feel like it's kind of my dads fault, though.

He doesn't exactly understand us. He moved out about five years ago to Tennessee to meet with a girl he'd been "cheating" on mom with for a year.

And he just randomly left. Middle of the night, with just a short note on the kitchen counter to tell us how absolutely happy he was to leave.

He also thought mom was insane.

He just didn't really show it. He ignored her late night conversations with herself, her fake British accent she'd carry on for DAYS after her show, and he just would completely brush off the videos.

And for some reason I feel like I've become him at home.

The stage is apart of our house. It's in the bottom floor, because we live in an townhouse sorta home. Ya'know, those ones you'd find at like shopping centers, with stores under houses.

It's a lovely house.

Yet I have to clean it, unless mom's suddenly played the role of Cinderella and just won't let the acting stop for a few hours.

That's when our house usually looks the finest.

Yet, you're probably thinking, this girl lives a totally and completely normal and perfect life. Why would she EVER want to leave it?

Well, it's because of school.

You're welcome.

I've just gotten completely rid of all this cliche bullying crap that people talk about.

Of course bullying is real. And I mean, yeah it does happen to the "weird" kids or the "least-wealthiest" kids in the school, but sometimes it just happens when people find out that your mom talks to herself on the Internet because she thinks people enjoy her work, when all they're doing is laughing or just turning off their stupid computers due to the amazement of seeing someone with this huge amount of issues.

God, I've already called three psychiatrists and they all gave up within the first week.

So I just can't take this anymore.

I've met Ryan and Beth here online, and I've heard their stories. They live extremely close to my area and we've decided to meet up at the end of this week.

We're gonna leave these stupid, destroying places behind, and we're gonna find us a kingdom of our own.

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