Zayn's POV
One month, it has been one month since I have spoken to anyone except my mother. She still hasn't recovered. I'm really scared. I have been drinking every night. I'm not in a good condition right now.
Huh, look at you Zayn! All you say is 'I'm this, i'm that.." you're so selfish. Stop caring about yourself so much and take care of your mother.
Ariana. Well, what can I say? She's not herself anymore. She's different, I don't know how, but she is.
I ran my fingers through my hair, and breathed heavily. I just want my old life back to the way it was.
Samantha. She calls me everyday to check up on me. But it's not the same. It's always silent and awkward. Sometimes I think, do I even love her? Yes ofcourse you do, Zayn! Stop thinking such rubbish.
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Ariana's POV
I can't take it anymore. Being without Zayn is like a part of me is missing. But why? I was never attached to people. But when it comes to Zayn, it'a just different.
I'm nothing without him. Nothing at all. He is my happiness. Without him i'm dead.
This past month without him felt like hell. I just wanted to go upto him and just hug the crap out of him and tell him I lov- never mind.
It's just hard without him. Very hard. And I don't know what to do.
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A/N:
This chapter was very short. I'm sorry. Yesterday I updated chapter 24 but I thought I didnt save so I made another chapter 24, but then i had 2 of the same chapters, but just written differently. So this is just gonna be chapter 25.
Confusing right?
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She's Not Afraid (Zayn Malik Fan Fiction)
FanficHe's Scary. They're afraid of him. She is not. He's a player. They all fall for him. She does not. He is a bad boy. She doesn't care. She thinks he is the same, just another bad boy. He thinks shes different, because She's Not Afraid.
