Lilly Dallas

Chapter 18

Lilly's POV*

I can't believe Cam and all the boys are leaving today for 3 months. I know it's not actually today, it's technically tomorrow cause its at 3am, but I am going to Chloe's tonight after dance so yeah. Three months is a really long time if you ask me. I know people would usually be partying and celebrating when their brother and friends leave for this long but he's my brother, my best friend, my guardian, I hate it when he's gone cause he's all I have left of my family.

So I have been up alone since 9am because I thought the boys would've wanted to spend their last day with me but I am obviously wrong. I have to leave here at 11am to walk to Chloe's house then we were gonna go to dance since it starts at 12. So I have to get ready now since it's 10:30am. I walk up from the couch with some tears coming down my cheeks knowing I don't get to say goodbye to everyone. I reach my room and get dressed, do my hair and put some natural makeup on. It's now 10:55am and I'm ready to leave. I grab all my bags and everything to leave. Before I go out the door I quickly go to Cams room and kiss his cheek goodbye. When I get downstairs I write a short note saying goodbye and then leave.

I reach Chloe's house with puffy eyes and a few tears still on my cheeks. She opens the door and immediately hugs me. "They didn't even wake up to say goodbye." I cry into her "Aww Lil! Im so sorry." She tells me. We stand there hugging for a few more minutes and then I put my bags in her, wait no I mean our room then we leave for dance. When we get to the dance studio I go to the front desk and give them my cheque to dance here. "Hey Karen!" I yell to her waving "Oh Hey there Lilly. How are you" She asks "I'm okay. My brother and his friends just left for 3 months on tour so im staying with Chloe." I tell her "Oh cool! Listen I have class now for a 3 year old little girl, so I will talk after. Bye Lilly" She says walking off "Bye!" I call after her. I run to catch up with Chloe and she tells me that I am now in her competition team and we have a comp this weekend. "Okay cool! Am I in the group dance?" I say hopeful "No your not...." She tells me "Oh" I say a little sad "BUT!!! You do have a solo so get your butt in the studio and learn it girl" She says "Oh wow okay bye Chlo" I say "Bye Girl" she replies

Hayes POV*

The boys and I had planned to sleep in until around ten sow we could still say goodbye to my princess before she has to leave. I wake up and turn over to cuddle her, to only find pillows. I sit up and realise she's not in here. I grab my phone from the night stand and it says 12:30am. "SHIT!" I yell and throw my phone. I run downstairs seeing if anyone else was up and they weren't, so I run back up to Cam's room first. "CAM WAKE UP!" I yell in his ear. "Duddeeeee what is it?" He asks tiredly "WE MISSED LILLY! ITS 12:30AM SHE LEFT AT 11!" I yell again "SHIT NO!" He jumps out of bed and runs downstairs while I wake the other guys. After I have done that we go downstairs to find Cam crying while holding a note. I go over and read it to the others "I thought you guys would've said goodbye to me. You obviously wont miss me like I will miss use. Goodbye. From Lilly" I read out. We all start crying. Cam and I more then everyone else. Just as Nash goes to say something I get a text.....and it's from Bart. Everyone looks at me wondering who it's from so I tell them. I open it and read it out loud "Hayes, None of the boys are answering me so can you and everyone else come to a meeting at my house at 2pm. Thanks Bart" I tell them. I obviously have to reply yes, so I do. We all straight away went and got ready then left for a long quite ride to Barts.

3am*

So the boys and I are just boarding the plane now and Bart kept us at hi house until freaking 8 at night like what the hell Bart.

Weekend*

Lilly's POV*

So today is Saturday and also the day I have my comp. Last night we drove all the way to Chicago (Keep in mind I'm not American so I don't know how long of a drive that is or where in America it is, so yeah). Also I still haven't heard from any of the boys, I thought I would've gotten a call or at least a text by now....obviously I was wrong. Right now I am in the dressing room and Christi is doing my hair for me while I do my makeup because solos are on first. Cause she's like my second mum pretty much I decided to have a deepish conversation with her. "Christi?" I say quietly "Yeh honey" she replies "Do you think Cam hates me? Is that why he isn't calling or texting me?" I ask tears starting to form "Aw honey come here" She says turning me around for a hug. "Of course Cam doesn't hate you. Maybe he is just really busy with the tour and the boys to have time to call." She tells me calming me "Yeh.. I just miss him so much and he didn't even say goodbye to me, and that hurts " I say crying into her shoulder "It's okay honey, let's just concentrate on your dance and see if that gets him out of your mind. Okay?" She says "Okay" I reply "So, lets dry these tears and I will stretch you out c'mon" She tells me. I truly do love her like my own mother.

After I got stretched out and ran through my dance a few times, I got called to go backstage. Everyone wraps me in hugs wishing me good luck. I get backstage and then hear "Next to the Star power stage, please welcome number 24 Lilly!" I walk out and go into my starting position.

After awards*

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST ONE!!!! I CAME FIRST!!!! Right now we are on the bus back to North Carolina and I'm sitting on my own, well actually everyone has their own double seats, mums and teachers at the front and dancers at the back. I decided to text Cameron....

L= Umm hey Cameron. Even though you probably don't care I just though to tell you that, I have just finished a competition in Chicago and I am on my way home now and one first for my solo. So yeah bye.

I doubt he is going to text back. I mean he couldn't be bothered to text all call me since he left. I turned my laptop on and out my headphones on to watch a movie. Halfway through the movei I got a text and it was from Cameron....

C= So I know you more then likely hate the guys and I for not saying goodbye or texting/calling you. I am so proud of you for coming first, but I have to go now so bye Lilly Love you xx

L= Wow, that's all you have to say. Your right I do hate you and the guys but what you said isn't the only reason why.

C= Woah Lilly calm down we didn't do anything wrong.

L= Really! You think you guys did nothing?! You promised you would text me or call me everyday. You promised that you would wake up to tell me goodbye and say how much you were gonna miss me because I was your everything! I actually hate myself more then I hate you right now for believing that I was your everything and you actually liked looking after me. So goodbye Cam! Don't reply to me, I don't want to hear it anymore.

I closed my phone and just let the tears pour out. I hid under my blanket so no one could see my silent cries. I then drifted off to sleep. I wake up to someone tapping my shoulder. "Hey Lilly, We are back at the studio now so you have to get up." Chloe tells me kindly. "Thanks Chloe" I say pulling my blanket off. "Woah Lil are you okay" She asks obviously noticing me tear stained cheeks with red, puffy eyes. "Um no I will show you in the car" I say getting up and walking out the bus. "Come here Honey" Christi says pulling me in for a hug as she see me come off the bus. I start crying again. "Okay guys we are gonna go now, see you guys on Monday" Christi tells them. we then get in the car driving home. Chloe sat in the back so I could show her what happened. I slowly gave her my phone and she read the messages. "Oh Lilly I am so sorry" She says sadly "It's alright it's not your fault." I tell her with a weak smile.

The rest of the car trip was silent and as soon as we got home everyone took their stuff up stairs and went straight to sleep.

HEY LOWWWWW!!! How are my grasshoppers this fine evening r morning wherever you are currently. Good? That's good then. Lol im so strange. Anyways hope you enjoy this byeeeeee. <3 xoxoxo