On The Edge of Insane

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                                                        *On the Edge of Insane:Prologue*

   I turned off the bright lights & plopped myself ontop of my bed. I went into the warm welcoming sheets & crossed my arms ontop of my chest. I stared at nothing. Nothing but pure darkness. Darkness is a good word. It's a perfect word. It can describe many things. It describes my room once the lights are off. It could describe my future if I stood with the people I was "friends" with. Yet, it can also describe where my life is heading to at the moment. Darkness. That's where it's going. I thought about what happened yesterday. What happened between me & Nathan.

"Why can't you stop being so "mysterious" & what-not & just let me in? I'm not sure why you block everyone out. But I honestly don't care about them. Why can't you just give me a chance. A chance to know who Destiny really is." I had hesitated for a bit.

"If I let you in, I'll only want you back out in a matter of time. So don't waste your time."

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid me. I had a chance. Had a chance of having someone to be there. To fall back on when things got worse then what they already where. I guess I'll have to stick to catching myself, just like I've been doing for quite a while now. & Let me tell you something, it's not easy.

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