empty face/poetry (complete)

kinda rlly sucks sorry

laying here
looking out the window
and into the black sky
where sparkly white lights lay
my vision is no longer clear;
my throat feels filled

am I a l i v e ?
why?
what are the reasons
behind life?
why are there never simple answers
nor simple questions?

why do we worry
if they miss you or if they love you
when in the end all this grief and sadness
will all end
in the end

what is the point
when we all know
death is our fate