Mr. Grey aka Mr. Perry

Chapter Eight

My eyes flickered open as I struggled to breathe. My whole body was squashed into a little ball. I shifted a little and turned my head to find Tony's head resting on my chest and his whole body wrapped around mine.
He was like a big bear, snoring quietly against my heart. I smiled and stroked his hair. I liked waking up to him. It felt a lot better than when I woke up and he wasn't there. There was always that little feeling of sadness of that memory when I was crying in the bathroom.
My hair was slightly curly from the night before but I didn't mind, I just hoped I didn't look a complete mess.
I continued to play with his hair and lightly braided it before taking it out again.

Tony's point of view.

My eyes opened slightly as I felt someone play with my hair. I looked up to see Lorie smiling down at me as I rested against her body.
"Good morning sleepy head." She greeted, kissing my forehead.
"Morning gorgeous." I smiled, rolling over to give her some space. "How are you feeling?" I asked her as she adjusted her red dress from last night that I never got the chance to take off.

"I'm okay thank you, just a little achy from last night." She giggled, stretching. I took this chance to tickle her and she screamed out in laughter.
"T-TONY! AHAHA s-Stop! STOP!" She begged.
My hand came a little further down her stomach and she bit her lip, trying to hide her face.
"Don't hide." I whispered in her ear. "Look at me." I commanded and she did. Her dark brown eyes twinkled in the sun light through her window.
I lifted up her dress a little and pushed her garments to the side. "I want you to keep your eyes on me and only close them unless its absolutely necessary, understand?" I asked her, feeling every inch of her.
"T-" she began.
"Do you understand?" I repeated.
"Yes...Tony." She answered.
"Good girl." I rewarded.
I pressed a little harder and Lorie moaned faintly.

Lorie's point of view.

Whatever Tony was doing, I was loving it. His hands roamed my body like a treasure hunt.
"Tony!" I screamed as he pumped harder. My eyes began to flicker.
"Look at me. Don't close those eyes." He ordered and I gazed directly into his eyes. My mouth fell open as thousands of moans left my body. He knew exactly what to do and when to do it. " I want you to raise your hips a little." He ordered and I followed his command, raising my hips a few centimeters. Although my legs were burning, it felt amazing. Tony was incredibly sensual and clearly took time to memorize my sweet spots.
"Tony I-" my eyes squeezed shut.
"Open." He ordered.
"I can't I-I can't do it!" I moaned, my eyes still shut. My heart was pounding as a massive wave passed through me. "Tony!" I screamed as my whole body fell apart.
I only had a few minutes to catch my breath before Tony had another thing he wanted to try out.
"Turn over." He said. My eyes widened a little.
Surely he doesn't want to try the back end.
"Wait but...Tony...I don't think-"
"Just do it." He said sternly and I followed, flipping onto my stomach. "All fours." He ordered. My heart pounded as I got on all fours. I was so scared. I wasn't really into the whole anal thing.
I felt Tony's hips touch my rear end.
"Tony I-" i squeezed my eyes shut waiting for the feeling of my butt being ripped open. But all i felt was the soft touch of Tony's hands on my back.
"You're so tense." He stated, giving me a soothing massage.
"I...I thought-"
"Come to my tour bus tonight at 10pm, you can relax with me and I can get to know you better." Tony offered and I nodded as he continued to massage my back.
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It was 10pm before I even knew it. It felt like I hadn't seen Tony in ages. I made my way up the steps of the tour bus and knocked three times. I heard a few footsteps before Tony opened the door.
"Hello gorgeous." He greeted smiling.
"Hey Tony." I laughed, walking into the tour bus. It was like nothing I'd ever seen before. It was a lovely, cozy lay out with food and gadgets and guitars everywhere. I was almost jealous.
"Make yourself at home." Tony smiled, opening a bottle of rosé that was the same as the one on our date.
Tony handed me a glass and I took a sip as I sat on the sofa.
Tony soon joined me, wrapping one arm around my shoulder.
"How are you feeling?" Tony asked, taking a sip of his rosé. I took a moment to think about how I actually was. My whole life, my whole world revolved around Tony Perry and I had no idea I was completely blocking everyone out. But I guess I kinda liked it. Tony was taking care of me. In a way that I deserve, right?
"I'm okay, just a little achy from last night still but the massage helped a lot." I smiled. Tony grinned back, taking notice that I wasn't drinking my wine.
"Do you like it?" He asked, pointing to my glass.
"I-I do it's just...I want to savour it." I explained. Tony laid his hand on top of mine, holding the glass with me and burning it to my lips.
"Drink up. You have nothing to be afraid of." He smiled and so I did. I downed it all in one. I felt a little dizzy at first but once I got my head to stop spinning, I kept having another glass and another and another.
Before I knew it
I was drunk.
"So, wait wait wait, you're telling me that you kissed a kind in kindergarten and you thought you were pregnant?" Tony laughed while I was still drinking more wine.
"Yes! I was jusssssst a kid okay?" I giggled, trying to hold down that sickly feeling inside me. "It was sucha weird sensation for me." I continued.
"What like me taking your virginity?" Tony laughed, taking my wine off of me and putting it down on the table. He pushed my hair behind my ears and leaned in to kiss me.
"Eggs and bacon, you're mistaken!" I sang before he could get to my lips.
"Wait...what?" Tony asked, turning serious. His hand left my face leaving a cold lingering feel to it.
"You're mistaken." I repeated, still laughing although the situation was far from funny. "You didn't steal my virginity, it was already gone!" I sang, laughing and wrapping my arms around Tony's neck but he pushed me off and got up off the sofa.
"I...I...how dare you! How dare you lie to me Lorie!" He said angrily, causing my face to drop and my hands shake. "I trusted you and you lied to me?! This...this is why I don't get into relationships. This is why I don't get attached! I bet you cheated didn't you? Huh? I can prove it as well!" He shouted at me, his heart was clearly racing and his breathing quickened. My head was spinning and I couldn't find the strength to stand up with all of the alcohol in me.
"Tony I-"
"Sluts like you destroy guys like me!" Tony shouted,throwing the wine glass at the wall, causing it to smash and most of the pieces fall all over me. Tony angrily yanked the door open and stormed out of the tour bus.
I curled up into a ball, sobbing to myself, hand shaking, makeup running and hair spinning. I felt so cold. Goosebumps began to form on my arms and legs so I took a jacket that was beside me and put it on. The sleeves were far too big but at least it was warm.
The anger that Tony showed me was far wares than I ever imagined Tony to be. The sickly feeling inside me became worse and caused me to get up and run outside, throwing up near the steps of the Pierce the Veil tour bus. The burning feeling in my throat made me choke and my eyes water. I wiped my mouth and noticed that Tony was on a bike, racing down the main road and into the high street.
"T-Tony." I whispered, running after him.

My heart pumped so hard and my throat was burning from the mix of alcohol, vomit and cold air, but I had to keep running. I followed Tony all the way into the back street near the Harlow night club. I hid round by a lamp post and watched Tony give a bouncer a ticket to go inside.
$14 isn't enough
I need to get in.
I searched my pockets for any money that I could've used to bribe the bouncers. As I searched through the jacket, the inner pocket had a ticket for the Harlow night club. It's must've been Mike's jacket from when I gave him the tickets. I ran over to the bouncers, handing them my tickets sand they opened the doors, allowing the deafening sound of high-volumed music and thick air to leak out.
I walked in, regardless of how I looked or acted. The whole place had black walls, black carpets, blacks everything and the white light contrasted well, even with the smoke machines. I pushed through the crowds of sweaty teenagers, attempting to find Tony. I stayed close to the bar in case I needed a way out and couldn't find it. I headed towards the toilet as Tony had been drinking all night and didn't get up to pee once when he was with me.
I rushed over to the toilet sign, pushing past people, occasionally getting knocked back or touched by desperate teenagers.
Where is he? I need to find him. I need to expla-
"Tony." I said to myself as I watch his mouth attack a girls neck. His hands held her wrists above her head against a wall just like he did with me. The pain was unbearable. My heart felt like someone was constantly stabbing it with a hot rod, my head was spinning like crazy, tears were streaming from my eyes and my body was in horrific pain.
The girl he was with, turned her head towards me. I paused for a second before I realised who's face it was.
Chloe Danilo.
I shook my head in disgust, backing away from that horrible sight. A man, my man on that bitch. She made my life hell. She pulled my hair in the corridor, tripped me up in the canteen, stuck my head down un-flushed toilets, tricked me, hit me, manipulated me. She was the reason I nearly gave up every day and now, she's going to be the reason why I give up. For good.

I dug out the $14 from Mike's jacket and slammed it on the counter of the bar. I couldn't even look in Tony's direction. I knew it was him. I knew his tattoos. I knew his facial features. It was him.
"what can I get you?" The bar tender asked.
"I hear you have the best whiskey in town here?" I giggled, smiling at him. He smiled back and looked me up and down. "Are you sure? You don't look so good. You look upset, no offence." He judged. I shrugged my shoulders, coming up with any excuse I could find.
"It's a sweaty club, I don't look great when I sweat...only in bed." I winked at him and he smirked at me, pulling out a large bottle of Jack Daniels finest whiskey. I passed him the money and hugging the whiskey. "Keep the change." I smiled at him, walking away.

As soon as I got outside I took a sip of the whiskey. It was strong but it was enough for me to forget about tonight.
I couldn't remember the rest of the walk back to the trailer park. All I remembered was getting through the door and seeing Jason and Josh, watching tv.
"Don't come in my room, at all. Do you understand me?" I warned them harshly. They both nodded and looked at each other, concerned. 
I slammed my door shut, throwing the whiskey onto the bed and stripping down into my underwear. My room was dark. The cold air in my room was harsh on my skin so I buried myself under to covers, crying so hard with masses of whiskey running down my throat.
My eyesight began to fade and everything started to turn black. I coughed violently, surely I was sick but I couldn't work it out, I just passed out.

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I just...I have nothing to say I really don't.
~AllDayDarkness :(