Until I met him

Chapter 3

I wasn't so sure if my thoughts were right.. Who knew if it could be a different guy even if it was Cameron from 7th grade it would be obvious 4 years later now in grade 11 like he would change that much psht knowing, it would be a shocker of puberty hit him like truck example jake t Austin my ultimate celebrity crush. It clicked to my mind that the annoy little idiot in year 7 who use to annoy me was named Cameron Tyler. Yeah whatever he was so middle school IM IN HIGH SCHOOL NOW THIS HAS GOTTA BE A DIFFERENT CAMERON !!! I know I just met this guy but maybe there is such a thing called " love at first sight " obviously as a typical teenage girl I'm gonna find out who Henry's friend is. I went onto the first social media site most people have which is Facebook and searched for him there, they are ally of hot Cameron's but they all seemed like fuck boys.. Or maybe those were sisters ... God knows after going through 56 different Cameron's BING GO I FOUND HIM ! Cameron Joseph was his name ! Hmm I guess my stalking skills have improved ;) I went onto his profile and looked through his pictures and found a couple since I wasn't exactly friends on Facebook with him I couldn't like OR see all his pictures was pretty pissing off but whatever.. I want to send him a friend request but I don't wanna act desperate /: I want him to see me as a chill, decent girl . Something that I'm not always.

I went back to watching my movie and started making brownies while day dreaming about Cameron. I had nothing else to do so I called up my best friend Ariana, I've known her for years and years so of course I was gonna talk to her about Cameron. I told her the whole story but she seemed pretty confused the fact I just met the guy and I'm already falling for him in just less than 5 hours. I haven't been a relationship for a pretty long time now.. I've had boys come to me and all but I'm just not interested I wanna be that girl who everyone knows that I'm not a normal girl who will go for whoever fuck and leave . I want them to understand that I'm that girl guys should respect towards like not ask me for nudes or sex. I honestly don't understand how some girls just give away their body to any guy they find attractive, they stick to them like a post it till he is convinced. Not with me honey I'm not your everyday hoe. I'm concerned if Cameron Joseph has great looks but a shit personality, what if he's  is a dick ? Who would wanna date a dick ? My last experience was terrible the guy took me as some chick to cheer him up and send him nudes whenever, we use to Skype and when the wifi would go down the Skype call would cut and when I call him back he would flip out saying I cut the call and all when it clearly says " call failed " he would call me a liar and when he would get angry because of something THATS NOT RELATED TO ME AT ALL he would his anger on me and call me nasty names, I wouldn't do anything really I would always stay quiet and always forgives him when he would say sorry