Sky was never the most popluar kid in school, in fact she was probably one of the least popluar kids in her school. And it was all becuase she was different. It was because she wanted to write and listen to music instead of shop and talk. And since she was diferent, society rejected her. But if wasnt exactly her fault that she was this way, she had rased herself. Her parents didn't do anything to raise their child. The only support they provided was clothes, a roof and ocasionally food. Since she couldn't always get food from her parents, she stole money from them. That was how she survived. But life wasn't always this bad for Sky, she used to have a loving family who actually cared for her... until that one unfaithful day when there was a car crash. On that day, Sky lost everything, including her sanity.
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"Looser! Idiot! Dumbass!" Everyday, Sky was bombarded with an enormus artillery of evil, bloodcurling words that sent her closer to the edge. And everyday, she had no one to complain to, no one to cry on. No one was ever there for poor, despised Sky. But to her, nothing mattered as long as she had her music. But she was constantly judged for her prefered gnres of music. Which were heavy metal, rock, punk, and plain metal. Sky was judged and hated for everything she ever did, including breathing.
Nothing that happened ever made sense to Sky, sure everthing was supposed to happen for a reason, but to Sky that was just a load of bullshit. Every night Sky prayed to God asking to not wake up in the moringin, to take her away from this so called life. Sky wanted to live, not just survive. Cause living, is just so much better then surviving, she thought to herself every night when she praye. But every moring she would wake up wishing that she hadn't woken up, wishing that God had heard her, or at least listened to her prayers.
Even though she was starting to not believe in God, she would still pray every night even though she knew how uselesss it was to pray to a God who hates her. "God hates us all" was some of her many favorite sayings.
Even though Sky hated most people, she liked one person. Mitch. She had fallen head over heels for her best friend who had no idea that Sky was in love with him. He had alwys seen her as just a friend. But Sky wanted that to change more then she wanted to die. So one day, Sky wrote him a letter:
Dear Mitch,
I love you, and i know that that's a lot to take in and i know that you probably don't love me back, i mean what's there to love anyway? But i do know that i love you and that's never going to change. I knoe that you just see me as a friend but I think that we could be more then that. I think that you could grow to love me as i love you. I think that if we tried we could be amazing. I know that that might be a bit cheesy but I don't care, i Love you and i'm not afraid to say it. I love you more then i want death. And you of all people know how much i crave death. I guess that after you read this it's going to be awkward if you don't do anything about it but who cares? I love you! i was expecting to write a huge heart filled letter that would change how you look at me but i guess i failed so bye
You're most truest,
Sky Avenged.
