I absolutely hated Sky's father, he was a bastard that didn't deserve such a beautiful daughter. But then again the undeserving people are usually the ones with the most. Why did life have to be so damn unfair? Why did life have to be so full of bullshit? Inside I was screaming, my inner wolf wanted to rip out and destroy him for hurting Sky. But how would I explain to Sky that I had mauled her "beloved' father to death as a wolf. Yup, she'd never believe me. Then she'd avoid me because she'd think I'm crazy. Just the thought of her avoiding me hurt.
I couldn't stand to loose Sky, she was my everything. But how could I tell my everything that I cut myself? I already knew that she did... but what about me? What would happen when she found out that I was worse then her? What would happen when she learned the truth about me? She'd probably hate me... But maybe she'd understand. I mean she does the same so she'll probably understand... right? I really hoped that she would understand. Maybe I should just stop hiding it and tell her.
"Yes, I'm going to tell Sky... Tomorrow" I said to myself louder then I had planned.
"Tell Sky what?" Sky came up, draping her arms around my shoulder seductively, trying to turn me around to face her. i obliged happily. When I saw that she had a genuine smile on her face, I grinned like goofy at Disneyland. But as I remembered what I was about to tell her, my smile quickly faded.
"There's something that I need to tell you, and you're probably not gonna like it, but I can't stand not telling you everything." her smile faded as well.
"What is it?"
"You're not the only one who cuts.." my voice trailed off as i brought tears to her eyes. i reached up to dry her tears.
"So it seems. You cut too?" her voice was full of mixed emotions. I nodded silently, hiding my tears. What kind of man am I if i bring tears to a woman's eyes. I deserved to die. I turned my head down shamefully, averting my eyes. She pulled me in and hugged me tighter then ever before. I dried my tears before she could see them. She was the first to pull away from the magical embrace.
"That's ok, i still love you," As she said it tears rushed to her eyes then rolled down her cheeks in a miny flood. I pulled her towards me and crushed my lips to hers once again. And in that moment I knew that we were forever. No matter how long forever would be, I'd always be there by her side for whenever she would need me.
When we got to school I asked the counselor to change our classes so that they would match and how Sky needed me, he reluctantly agreed. But he knew that Sky was a cutter so I used that against him. I obviously won that fight because later that day i received a schedule that matched Sky's exactly. Sky gasped when she saw me walk into her biology class that afternoon and kicked out her lab partner.
"Happy to see me?" I grinned.
"Well.. ya." I could tell something was wrong but I didn't want to sound clingy so I ignored it. Would we always be this way? Covering up our problems in a blanket then running awake from the place where we left it? No one could ever possibly live like that. But I decided to bring it up later when she wasn't in complete shock.
"I love you," I whispered softly into her ear. I saw her shudder in surprise.
"Hah, love you to," She genuinely smiled, which was something very rare. Something that I only saw once in a blue moon.
