I needed you.

Ugh!

Justin's POV

Well I'm back in Canada. Home sweet home. In my actual home this time not my temporary home in America; Thank God!

On the our private plane ride home, I asked my mom where she gotten the black eye from. She just said that she was careless and ran into a door nob and almost poked her eye out. She laughed when she told me so I believed her there. But I honestly I don't believe her. I still think my dad did it. But I let it go cause I know that's what she wanted me to do.

I sat in my room. For the first time with nothing on my mind. I was actually happy. Maybe I was right. Maybe I didn't need those stupid antidepressants. Maybe I just needed to get away from my public life and go back home.

I picked up my phone and it was 3:00. I looked in the mirror to make sure I looked alright. Yes I know I'm a guy but I still care about the way I look. "Hey mom I'm going to go get some smoothies with Chaz and Ryan. Don't worry I'll be back by 5:30 for dinner with gram and graps." I yelled as I ran down the stairs.

"Okay. Have fun sweetheart." She called from the kitchen. She is already making dinner. We went food shopping once we got back so she has all the ingredients she needs for dinner.

I get into my car and drive to the the park where we are all meeting. It was called frontier park. I don't understand cause there was nothing more than grass and trees. I'm 19 and I still don't get how this is a park. Looks more like a forest to me. I smile as my song As Long As You Love Me came on the radio. I smiled as I heard my own voice. This was one of my favorite songs that I have ever done. It was for Selena but somewhere deep inside I knew that her and I  would never have lasted. We started to fight a lot before we broke up so I knew it wasn't going to last. The song ended and Ryan Seacrest came on telling the whole world what I had told people on Twitter. He told people that I had announced that I was retiring earlier in the day. The smile faded when I heard that. I wish I didn't have to retire but I just couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't take being chased by the paparazzi anymore.

Ryan's car came up and parked next to mine. Only then I realized I was spacing out. Ryan and Chaz came up to me and hugged me. Yes we are grown ass men and we hug each other. I see Skylar get out and she comes to attack me. "Justin!" She screamed. I swear she's my biggest belieber ever. She was the first person to ask me when I was coming out with a new album. I swear right after my album Mistletoe came out she called me and asked, "Hey Justin! When is the next album coming out." She always brighten up my day cause of her support. She didn't seem to care that I went crazy for about six months.

Next to get out of the car is Kari. She's so gorgeous. But she's really thin. I wonder what happened to her? It's like she hasn't eaten anything since... The accident. The one that I was involved in with Jacob. Her best friend. The last time I seen her, she was punching me and saying that it was my fault. And then she sat in my arms crying for hours on end. I walked over to her. "Hey. How are you?" I asked.

"I'm fine." She answered quickly.

"May I get a hug form you? Please?" I smiled down at her. I was a good six inches taller than she was.

"I don't know can you?" She smiled back at me.

"That's the smile that I wanted to see." I say as I hug her. "You are so cute. Just saying" I laughed.

"I should say the same to you." Kari said.

"Wow. You got her to speak. More than I can do." Jasper said behind me. Kari looked like she was terrified.

"Who the fuck invited you?" I asked.

"This is a public park so no one had to invite me. I can be here and you can't do nothing about it Bieber."