I needed you.

The Fight

Kari's POV

It was four in the morning and I was up crying against my pillow once again. It never fails. Every night it's the same. I left Ryan right after he kissed me. That was around midnight and I've been home ever since. I took my special friend and made more of my markings in order to attempt to make me feel better. It didn't of course but I was addicted to it. It was my own personal drug.

Ryan tried messaging me several times but I ignored each and every single one of them. He was suppose to be my friend... But he was never to find out about what I do. And he wasn't supposed to kiss me..... At least he didn't see my bruises from what my family has done to me over the years.

I can't believe he kissed me. I mean it wasn't my first kiss. But still.

My first kiss went to Justin when we were young and stupid. We wanted to know what it was like to kiss someone when we were ten years old. We were each other's first kiss.

But Ryan still kissed me. I wasn't ready for it. And it was at the wrong time. And he said he loved me. How could someone love an ugly fatso like me with scars everywhere? My parents never did so why should anyone else love me?

Skylar's POV

"Morning." I said as I reached my little group in the morning before school. Surprisingly, Kari was there before me. But she looked like shit. She looked as if she didn't get any sleep at all last night. "Hey. I texted you last night. Is everything okay?"

"Yes I'm fine." She snapped at me.

Well damn. She never snaps at me unless she's had a very bad night/morning. It must have been a very bad night.

"Why do you always have to be so depressed all the time. You make it seem like your life is fucking hard. Bitch please you don't know how hard my life is." Nikki complained.

Without a word, Kari turned and walked away from our circle. "Kari! Wait up." I called after her. But took a second to glare back at Nikki. "Don't you know when to shut the fuck up?" I said before going after my best friend.

Kari went to where the smokers were at across the street. I walked over to her as she lit up a cigarette. Even tho I couldn't stand the smell of cigarette smoke I still went cause she needed someone. "Kari. You okay?"

"Yes I'm fine. I'm just so sick of being asked that. And besides Nikki's right." She said as she took a hit of her cig.

"No. Nikki is never fucking right. She's a bitch and we all know that's a fact. And she sleeps around with everyone guy there is that is willing to fuck her loose ass pussy." We both laughed. That's one thing I'm good at. Making her laugh when she's feeling down.

But her smile soon faded when she seen Ryan. He was across the street with Nikki and Chaz. He looked over with a sad expression on his face. Probably cause he didn't like the fact that Kari smoked. I couldn't help but notice the fact that Kari just glared into Ryan's direction. "Umm. Kari? What's going on between you and Ryan? You two normally hug in the morning. And now you're glaring at him like you want to kill him. Did he do something wrong?"

"Yeah​ we are perfectly fine. He just kissed me last night without warning." She said.

"Kari! That is great. What's wrong with that?"

"I needed a friend last night. Not some guy who wants to kiss me." She looked down at the ground. "He also found out something that I didn't want people to know about."

I looked across the street and Ryan left Nikki and Chaz. But Nikki was talking to Chaz. She was talking to my boyfriend. And I don't mess around when it comes to Chaz flirting with someone. Especially not with a slut like Nikki. "And what's that?" I asked stupidly as I was focusing on Chaz and Nikki. He was smiling and she was laughing... What the fuck is going on? What could they possibly be talking about?!?