The Silent LIfe Of Becky Jones

Chapter TwentyOne: Keep Holding On. .

HEY, SORRY IT’S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE UPLOADED . . . BUT I AM NOW SO, ITS ALL GOOD. .. RIGHT?

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Becky's P.O.V

I can’t believe he slipped into a comma . . . now all i have to do is waiting until he wakes up. If he wakes up . . . Come-on! Why do i even let that thought pop in my head!

Please wake up . . . please, please. I reach my hand out and take his in mine. "Come-on, please wake up. . ." i plead

This is my entire fault and i know it! why did i have to be so stupid and not think that he would try to get back at me. . .after everything i have done. . . tears start to fall from my eyes and i let out a small whimper.

Before i know it i cry myself to sleep.

"Im sorry, Mrs. Amaze . . . he’s gone. . .” the nurse says. No, he CANT is GONE! He just CAN’T BE! I won’t let him be gone! "No! You’re lying! Why are you lying!" i scream at the nurse. The nurse tells me that i must go home. And that there is nothing that they can do to fix anything, it’s already too late.

I bolt upright into the chair after sleeping with my head resting on the hospital bed while screaming a blood curdling scream. I feel the tears falling down my cheeks and my whole body shakes. I can’t move, i won’t move! Not until he wakes up! A nurse comes bursting in the room and over to me, forcing me to look at her. She looks back at me and goes to say something.

"Calm down! You’re disrupting the patients! Get washed up. You look terrible." she says

"No, i won’t leave his side." i say

"Hunny, you’re going to have to sooner or later. . ." she says

"And i choose later!" i retort

"Just go, get washed up." a quiet voice says

I turn my head to see a very weak looking Matt. i smile just knowing that he is awake, which is one step closer to him getting better. I get up and go over to my suitcase before grabbing a change of clothes and going into the washroom. I have a quick shower, trying to avoid looking in the mirror. after i have a shower i dry off and get dressed before walking back out and grabbing my tooth brush and tooth paste before going back into the washroom to brush my teeth before sitting back in the chair, taking Matts hand in mine. I smile slightly at him as he looks at me with pure love in his eyes. If that doesn’t give it away i dont know what does, im completely, and totally 100% in love with him. And he feels the same way. There is only one thing that could make this moment any more special. If we didn’t have to share it in a hospital. The nurse finishes looking everything over and putting on new bandages before going across the room to do the same to Jacob. She soon leaves after that and i carefully crawl into the bed beside him. He wraps his arms as best he can around my waist. I snuggle my head into his chest and take a deep breath in.

"I love you!" i say happily

"I love you too!" he says in a weak but cheerful voice

"I know." i say smiling

"And dont you forget it."

He moves slightly to kiss my forehead. This is where im supposed to be. Not in the hospital, but forever by Matts side. I lean over him and grab the T.V remote off the table and turn the channel too much. The song Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne comes on and i start to sing along.

“You're not alone

Together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand