Regret

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by krisheana1201

by krisheana1201

Casper P.O.V

When I found out that some one took MY JOE I was upset and mad. It felt like some one ripped my heart out of my chest. I missed him so bad . I have not slept in about two weeks . there are bags under my eye's. I haven't took a shower in day's. I found out that the Youtubers . Were hiding out from the same people who took my jojo. I felt sad knowing that my Joe was with stranger's who probably locked him in a closet and fed him once ever 3 days.

I got up out of bed and made my way down stair's. I have missed Joe so much I think I have been flirting with Connor he seam's nice, sweet and cuddly but not like Joe. Joe was kind hearted down to the bone and soul, sweeter than a sweet tooth, so soft I could sleep on him for day's. and if I could I would show him how much he mean's to me . Now that I think about it I have I have not killed my self yet. I know some people will risk there life for one another but it will only break the other person's heart because it will fell like there heart is being ripped out of the chest and they can't breath or think.

When I turned the corner I was met with a kiss. There lip's were soft . I fell backwards and saw it was Connor. He looked as shocked as I was. " Umm ... Connor what was that for?" I chocked out be cause it reminded me of Joe and his soft lips. He didn't say anything . He held out his hand and helped me up. Before he turned to leave the room he pecked my lips and left quickly.

I made my way awkwardly downstairs and got me some cereal. I brought the food to the table and ate. After I ate I needed to find Connor somthing about him reminds me ao much of Joe.

I make my way to his room and knock on the door. What am I doing I have no clue just let my body di whaf it want's.Connor opens the door. "Hey Casper" he winks."Hi Connor may I come in?". What am I doing o well cant do any harm right? I sit on his bed and he sit's next to me.Next thing I know we are kissing. WHAT THE FUCK NO NO CASPER NO NO BAD BOY. No mater how loud my brain knew what I wanted my body just kept kissing Connor his lips reminds me so much of Joe. I find my self blacking out and that was it.