Once we get to the pack house that I refuse to call home, Alec moved all of my stuff up from the basement into his room. "Since you'll be living with me now you're gonna need all your stuff." At least, that's what he thought. Did he even ask if I wanted to move? No. Of course not. Why would the thought to ask ever grace his mind?
But whatever I guess. I won't be sleeping in that bed. Maybe laying there, but not sleeping. I'll be thinking too much to sleep. What about, I'll find out tonight.
After unpacking everything like he asked, my stomach growled in hunger, which I ignored, but Alec definitely didn't. Scooping me up into his arms he says,"Let's get some good into that little belly of yours!" making me smile a little.
'Oh sure. Food will DEFINITLY make you better. And fatter. What will Alec think once he sees how fat you are? He'll leave you on the spot.' My smile instantly drops at that little voice. Tears well up in my eyes but I just stare blankly at nothing as he carries me to the kitchen.
"What do you want to eat, baby boy?" He looks back at me.
"Nothing," I mutter, turning to him with my blank mask in place.
"No no no. Don't do that. C'mon I can see the tears. What's wrong?" Alec pleads. I just stay silent as I turn away. The tears are apparently here to stay, though. "Rain, please. Don't do this to me. Don't shut down on me. Don't turn away. I want to always be able to see that beautiful face of yours." My tears finally slip free as he tells me this.
"I'm too fat!" I cry out. "Eating will only make me more fat," I whisper, calming back down. He looks at me, incredulous.
"You aren't fat. Baby, you're skinny. In an unhealthy way..." he whispers at the end. But of course I still hear it. "You really aren't good enough. Even your mate hates the way you look," the voice mocks. I get up from my seat and run to the basement. "Wow. You fuck everything up, don't you? You're never going to be good enough, even for your mate."
The voice is right...
Holy carp I'm sorry guys! I had writers block and had a bunch of ideas for other stories but I'm gonna stick with this one. Alright bye bye love you guys!
~Sarah
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Lone Wolf(boyxboy)
WerewolfRain is the punching bag of the pack. He has scars not only his pack, but himself. His last hope is to find his mate. Alex is the future Alpha. He looks like a big tough guy, but he's really just a big teddy bear. He knows he needs his mate. Then t...
