love is a mystery that may not be solved

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

KIRSTENS POV

I can't believe I just told natasha that, I no she's my bestfriend but I really wanted to keep that between me and joe, natasha didn't look happy one bit, I'm deciding what I should text back do I be calm or do I not or do I do both, my minds so confused. I decided to go home and think things through, after a quick good bye to Natasha and Alayah I made my way home. I entered the door and ran upstairs into my room where I re- read the message Joe sent me.

I decided to text him back and say

TO;my prince,x

FROM; your princess,x

You really hurt me, your the one that said were nothing but teacher and students and that this was a big mistake, you said you'd never hurt or leave me and then you break my heart, how could you do that?!

I threw my phone on my bed as I began looking through my wardrobe for some clothes, when I heard my phone beep.

TO;My princess,x

FROM; Your prince,x

"I didn't mean it baby, I was just getting annoyed. Your my world and I can't be without you, I'm sorry for what I said, I take it right back. Please just come to my flat so we can talk? That's all I ask xxx"

I began to think, it meant the world to me knowing he called me 'baby' and that he can't be without me but at the same time he really hurt me, I can't just forgive him so easy, argh I don't know what to do. I decided that I'd text Natasha and see what she thinks.

TO; Natashax

FROM; Kirstenx

"Tasha, I don't know what to do Joe's just messaged me and asked me to go his because he can't be without me, he wants to talk. Should I go? And how's my princess?xxx"

TO; Kirstenx

FROM; Natashax

"I think you should go, you'll regret it if you don't but you should dress yourself up to show him what he's missing but don't dress over the top just look better than normal, and she's fine, she's sleeping at the minute, my mum and kaitlyn have gone out and rio hasn't bothered coming to see layah, so I'm on my own but I think I'm going to put her in my room in her moses basket while I have a salt bath, my boobs are a little sore lol xxx"

TO; Natashax

FROM; Kirstenx

"Good idea I think I might, and aw, he needs to step up now, its not just you two anymore its you and layah. And make sure you've got the monitor with you lol and hope you feel better soon, lots of love for you and princessxxx"

TO; Kirstenx

FROM; Natashax

"No shit lmao, I've got it with me don't worry, and thanks, lots of love back, GOODLUCK!xxx"

I decided not to text back to Natasha but text back to Joe. It was currently 4:30 pm so I had an hour and a half before I'm due to go Joes so I'm going to text him then get ready.

TO; My prince,x

LOVE; Your princess,x

"I'll be there for 6"

After receiving a quick "okay" I decided to jump in the shower. I quickly washed my hair and shaved everywhere before applying cream to my body to make my skin all smooth. I got out the shower and put on a white blouse with black skinny jeans and black wedges. I curled the ends of my hair before applying light makeup. Once I was ready it was 5:45pm so I quickly got my keys and phone and walked to Joes flat.

I reached joes my heart was pounding I was really nervous, I stepped forward and rang the bell, he opened the door and a big smile appeard on his beautiful face which made me blushed I'm sure I'm supposed to be annoyed with him but its so hard.

I stepped in joes and sat on the couch facing him,there was silence untill nobhead joe broke it, he said 'I've missed you' I just ignored him and put my head down, he then said 'look I know your annoyed with me but I really didn't mean it baby, I'm so sorry, please for give me' with that I lifted up my head and said 'just because you want me to forgive you, doesn't mean I fucking will' joe'well you hurt me too with the things you said about you don't love me, I know we've been together for a short amount of time but I've actually fallen for you!' I was there silent till joe shouted KIRSTEN,I jump not answering what he said, what do I do!! I'm not gonna bother and text natasha as she will be busy ill call round in a day or two.

The night went on and me&joe have finally made up he was kissing me passionately and leaded me to the bedroom he began to take off my bottom pants and was still kissing me, he whispered 'you sure you want to do this' I replied 'yes, but I've never done this before' after 1 hour I was exhausted and joe looked at me and said 'this was a mistake this shouldn't of happened I can't believe it your my student' with that I got up and shouted 'you fucking tramp,how could you do this to me I hate you!!' I got dressed and walked out the house is was past 12 and really dark I was really scared walking home but I just kept my head up and walked fast home.

I got home and text natasha everything last night.

TO;Teex

FROM;Kiix

It was all going great I forgive joe, me&joe did it and after he told me how it was all a mistake and that I'm his student, so I got dressed and walked back home I'm at home now in bed ill call you tomorrow, are you on your own tonight?.

NATASHA'S POV

My phone decides to go off and its a text off kirsten saying what happened, she's growing up so fast aww, but how can joe do that I've never been so angry I picked up my phone and text kirsten back

TO;Kiix

FROM;Teex

How dare he do that, what a prick, just leave him now kii don't even bother getting back with him, its lucky I'm awake feeding alayah aint it ahaha, and yeah I'm on my own my mum and kaitlyn decided to stay at my nanas, rios been really off lately and not bothering I'm not bothered about me its more of the fact of it concerning our daughter, call me tomorrow anyway cause I'm gonna text rio&get alayah to bed night.

TO;Riox

FROM;natashax

What is up with you lately you haven't seen your daughter for 2 days now, you've not text to see how she is and before you ask she's fine, she needs you in her fucking life, you need to act up and be a dad.

I sent the message and waited nervously for a reply.

Beep beep.

TO;Natashax

FROM;Riox

Shut the fuck up, I don't need to see my daughter every day okay, and I've been to busy to see her and ask how she is and you need to act up not me I'll come and see my daughter tomorrow.

TO;Riox

FROM;Natashax

I can't believe you just said that, you prick, do you know what don't bother coming round tomorrow I'm going out you've not bothered for 2 days so I'm not staying in again, you had the chance to come round but you haven't and I don't need to act up I'm like I'm a single parent mum doing everything so get it right and too busy to see your 3 day old daughter yeah okay HA, good night.

TO;Natashax

FROM;Riox

What ever natasha just give a kiss to my daughter, ill being seeing here tomorrow just you watch.

I didn't bother texting rio back why is he being like this I put alayah down and went to sleep.