love is a mystery that may not be solved

chapter 13

Chapter 13

I didn't sleep last just tossing and turning&getting up with alayah also wondering what is up with rio, I looked at my clock and seen it was 8 o'clock and alayah was still asleep, she must of been tired.

I went down stairs made a coffee and got things sorted before alayah woke up.

I decided to get dressed and hope by the time I finished alayah would wake, I was right, I fed her, bathed her then put her in a little pink minnie mouse dressed she looked beautiful, I was playing with alayah until I heard a bang on my door, it was her dad, this is where it starts.

I opened the door and came face to face with rio. 

"Where's alayah?" He questioned me. 

"She's lay on her mat in the living room, I was going to get ready to take her to kirstens, before you came" I replied with a smirk.  

"So you can take her to kirstens but you can't bring her to fucking see me or my mum" he snapped at me while glaring at me before stepping through my front door and making his way into the living room.  

I watched as he lifted alayah up and lay her on his chest. 

"Leave her, she was happy there" I said back calming, just as Alayah began to cry. 

"Don't fucking tell me what to do with my daughter, sh-shhhh its daddy" he snapped at me before soothing his tone to talk to alayah.  

"See she doesn't even fucking know her own fathers touch or sent because you haven't created a bond with her because you haven't came to see her, you expect me to come to yours when I've just gave birth and I'm not supposed to be out for another 10 days but I'm sick of being stuck in on my own!" I snapped, I couldn't stop myself I was so annoyed. 

He gave me a glare before heading towards the door with my baby in his arms screaming.  

"Well I'll fucking take her out your hair for a few fucking hours" he shouted while opening the front door. 

"Don't you fucking dare! You haven't been there for her and now all of a sudden because I've snapped your up my arse! She's our daughter! Make the fucking time, and see what I mean! You try taking her out with no fucking jacket on! And no pram for support!"I screamed. 

"Its fucking sunny" he shouted back. 

"It doesn't matter! She's 4 days old rio! Grow the fuck up! What happened to your promise?" I screamed as I ran towards him taking Alayah out of his arms. 

"How did you get her to be quiet?" He asked me in a soft tone, his eyes began to fill. 

"Because I've made a bond! She knows I'm her mum!" I replied with anger. 

Rio let his eyes fall to the ground as he began to walk off down the drive way and me and Alayah just stood there watching. He was half way down the drive when he turned round and told me he was sorry, I went in shut the door and put a light jacket on alayah and started to walk toward rio's mums I needed to sort this out with rio, alayah needs both her parents not just one, I want her to have a mum and dad because I didn't have the opportunity.

I was on my way till I bumped into shellbie, she was getting really big and was only due in 3 months.

Shellbie; hi how have you been I haven't seen you in ages, and omg isn't she beautiful clearing at alayah

Me; yeah she's beautiful alright, its not long left till your little ones due, what you having?, I haven't spoke to you for days.

Shellbie; I'm having a little boy, I'm so excited I'm calling him bobby. Me&adam are really happy together and can't wait for the little one now.

Me; aww that's good how did your mum react when you told her? Her little girl having a baby I said with a chuckle, I'm glad use are happy, and I really like that name.

Shellbie; To be honest she was rather happy for us I was surprised cause she's that sort of over protecting parent, and I'm not so little now she said while laughing

Me; well I'm gonna have to shoot as I'm going rio's I said while pulling a face, text me and we will meet up in the week bye

With that I carried on walking and soon I made my way into rio's mums. As soon as I walked through the door, Alayah was took out of her pram and was put into her nanas arms.

Keeley; 'isn't she beautiful you did really well natasha I'm so proud of you, I'm sure your not supposed to be out yet.

Me; thank you so much, and I'm not keeley but I'm sick of being in the house and the baby does need fresh air. Is rio in?

Keeley; yes he is upstairs, go up

Me; thanks, you sure you'll be okay with alayah for 10 minutes?

Keeley; of course I am.

With that I go upstairs and walk in rios room, he was sat there on his big bed staring at alayah's baby photo, he lifted up his head and seen me stood there.

Rio; what you doing here

Me;I'm here to see you rio to sort this out but do you know what ill just go get our daughter and go back home

Rio; no don't sit down, I'm sorry for everything natasha you really need me, you look exhausted how about I stay at yours tonight and get up with alayah, its the least I can do

Me;I would really use the help my mums hardly in anymore with kaitlyn, and I'm drained, you also need to spend time with her, you really pissed me off rio you haven't text once to see how she is with you being busy with fucking football.

Rio; look I don't know what to do, I'm scared to even touch alayah incase I break her, she's so small and fragile I'm just scared okay. Call me a coward but I just don't want to hurt her, your used to babys with kaitlyn and that, I don't go near babys tee, I'm not used to all this I'm just scared that's it.

Natasha; well you think I'm not scared I have to everything for her, you don't do nothing rio, it takes time to get used to and you won't hurt her, not making a bond with alayah will be a lot harder than you think, when she grows up&not knowing who her fucking father is.

Rio;I no all that tee, I wanna be there for my daughter, I want to be there for you, I just want another try please natasha just forgive me.

Natasha; no I won't forgive you rio I've been on my own for 4 days with alayah, I think we need to have a break, you can always text to see how she is&come and see her when ever you want that's if I'm not busy, we will work out set days when you can have her with your mum!

Rio; no this can't be happening I love you natasha I always will, I want to be with alayah all the time I promise I will make it up to you please

Me; no rio this is it maybe in the future we will get back together but at this point we need a break, you better go down and see your daughter cause I'm going kirstens soon.

Rio gave alayah a kiss and so did his mum I touch alayah from rio's arms and placed her in her pram, 'ill text you later, ill be back round soon'

I opened the door and off I went.

----------------------------- I will update chapter 14 later today or tomorrow let me no what use think ----------------------------------