love is a mystery that may not be solved

Chapter 11

Chapter 11 is now here sorry for taking again people been really busy lately I hope you like it wote and comment please------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------.

Chapter 11

"He did what?!" Natasha shouted.

"I just want to forget about it" I said, gaining my full attention to alayah as I was feeding her.

"We need to talk about this kii, your hurting! You shouldn't bottle it up" she said with a small smile.

"How much shall I give her?" I asked natasha changing the subject.

"As much as she'll take, now come on let's talk" Natasha said with a reassuring smile.

"Look Tee, he's a teacher and I'm his student and that's all we'll ever be, I was stupid enough to ever think we could be happy" I said back, swallowing the lump that was forming in my throat.

"Use were made for each other" Natasha said while changing kaitlyns nappy.

"I guess not" I said as a tear slipt out of my eye and began to roll down my face.

"Don't cry, come here" Natasha said as she took alayah from my arms and put her in her moses basket and put kaitlyn in her high chair. She embraced me in a hug.

"Look its alright" she said trying to make me feel better. I couldn't help but sob into her shoulder.

"I'm sorry" I said back with a croaky voice.

"What for?" Natasha said confused.

"Your dressing gowns all wet" I said with a slight chuckle.

"Don't worry about it, now go get your pyjamas on and I'll put kaitlyn to bed and alayahs already snoozing" she said with a smile. I felt so bad, Natasha had just given birth like 2 days previous and yet she's helping me and all my problems when I'm here to support her. I quickly got changed into my 'metoyou' pyjamas and dressing gown and slippers and walked downstairs. Natasha was slipping in a dvd; The notebook. With 2 tubs of ben and jerrys chocolate fudge ice cream. I was in my element. We sat on the sofa with a blanket and our ice creams and sobbed at the emotional scenes.

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The film finished and natasha had fallen asleep, I decided to wake her up so she could get in bed and I'd take alayah up, kaitlyn was already in bed.

" Tash, wake up" I said while shaking her.

"Um" she said with her eyes closed.

"Wake up" I said with a shake.

Her eyes slowly opened "what?" She croaked.

"Go up to bed and I'll bring alayah up" I said with a smile.

She didn't bother reply but did as I said. She walked up to bed and I picked alayah up and took her upstairs with her moses basket.

I got into bed next to Natasha and fell asleep.

Mr cullens Pov

I sat on my sofa and put my head in my hands, how could I be so stupid? I've let the one girl who means the world to me walk out the door believing I wasn't in love with her and for her to say she didn't love me broke my heart. I know she was probably just saying that because she was upset but it hurt. I kind of think that I do love her.

I lifted my head up and looked at the clock to see it was 11:30 pm maybe I should text her to meet me tomorrow so I can win back my girl. I hope she's awake.

To; my princess<3

From; my prince<3

Look, I didn't mean what I said, I'm just so afraid of getting caught because it could ruin your whole future. Damn I want to be the one to provide you with beautiful children and be the one to put a ring around your finger because that's how much you mean to me. I meant what I said before, I do love you and I hope you come to my flat tomorrow around 6ish for dinner so we can talk and you can stay the night. I'm so sorry for breaking your heart I love you, sweet dreams baby and god bless xxx

If she doesn't reply she's either not interested or she's asleep, I hope its the second one. I left the text as that and headed off to bed.

KIRSTENS POV

I woke up to my phone beeping which then set of alayah to cry, I pick up alayah from her basket and decided to feed her as natasha was knackered, I opened my message I couldn't believe what I seen, was this for real, I decided to close the message and reply back to it later as alayah was my priority at this moment.

Alayah was fed, changed and now back asleep in her moses basket, I got back in bed and lay awake for about 1 hour just thinking about what I seen and what I should say back.

*The next day*

NATASHA'S POV

I woke up to alayah making noises and kaitlyn talking to her self I guess it was my time to get up now, I wonder if alayah woke in the night?, I jumped out of bed took kaitlyn down sat her in her high chair then ran back upstairs to alayah before she woke kirsten up, but as soon as I opened the door kirsten already had alayah in her hands I'm guessing I was abit to late, kirsten brought alayah down and fed her as I got kaitlyns breakfast prepared.

I wonder where rio is lately he hasn't been to see his own daughter for a whole day, he hasn't even bothered to text to see how she is, for all he knows she could be in hospital, anything but it doesn't seem like he cares.

I started thinking but kaitlyn crying snapped me out of it, kaitlyn had finished her toast and had some juice, and alayah was fed and winded I just needed to change her I ran upstairs and give kaitlyn to my mum.

I come back down and kirsten couldn't stop looking at her phone, its like she was day dreaming but I snapped her out of it when I asked her if she got up with alayah in the night and her reply was 'yes', I wonder what she was looking at on her phone?, I asked her and she tried lying at first but I knew she was cause she always lifts up her right eyebrow, so I demanded for her to tell me the truth and it all began.