But I'm Gay...! (T ^ T)

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The picture is Sarah! I want to just get right into the story, so let's begin!
Btw, I am aware that the song has nothing to do with the story, but I really like it! It's called Twilight Homicide song or w.e.

Chapter One: But I'm Gay

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Jace's P.O.V
Just a normal day in the Grassi family, right? Well, no actually. Today was anything but normal. Why? Well, let me tell you from the beginning.

It was a day like any other. I woke up, did my morning routine, and had breakfast with my family. It was just like any other normal day for us Grassi's. Until my dad announced something that will change our life's forever...

"Son, we have a surprise for you!" My dad had announced after we finished breakfast. I jumped out of my seat excitedly. "Really? What is it?" I love surprises. Especially surprises from my dad. He always gives me these expensive fancy gifts.

(Little do you know Jace, your not gonna like this surprise very much! >:3 fufufu)

(Hey, i'm talking here!)

(Gomen...Continue.)

Anyways..."Well, me and your mother have planned an arranged marriage for you!" My smile dropped. A marriage? "Is this a joke? If it is, it's not funny, and I don't like it." My mom and father laughed. "No sweety, we're serious. You're 19, you need to settle down with someone."

"B-but, I want to find my own lover! I want real love, not something that's forced! How do you know I would even like her anyways?!" You see, there is one huge problem with this. That is...well...i'm gay. My parents don't know yet though. I can't possibly tell them, they are extremely homophobic!

My mom walked over to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. She smiled up at me kindly. "You'll love her, son. I'm sure you will. She's a really nice girl, and she's smart too! Her name is Sarah, by the way. Isn't it just a beautiful name?"

I sighed and pushed my mom's hand off my shoulder. How could they set me up with someone I don't even know? They didn't even ask my opinion or how I felt about all this. Worst of all, i'm gay! How am I going to explain this to my parents?

'Oh hey mom and dad, I refuse to marry her, because I am extremely gay and i'm just not into tits.'

No, that sounds horrible. I'd have to break it to them gently. Maybe like a very confident gay guy.

'I'm sorry, but i'll have to refuse the proposal. You see, I am extremely gay, meaning I like dicks, not tits.'

Nope, that sounds worse. ( ̄◇ ̄;) "Sorry, mom, but I just have to refuse." My mom frowned and stepped back a bit. Hopefully she'll understand and let this all pass. Though, i'm not too sure my dad will. "Nonsense, son! You have no choice, so you'll have to marry her! Unless you're some sort of fag or something, haha."

Kill me now. Why must I have been born in a homophobic family? I love them to death, but I have to disagree with their opinion on gays. It makes it worse for me since i'm an only child. What if they figure out that i'm gay?! Will they accept me, or perhaps kick me out? Jeez, I hope not. It sounds like such a cruel thing to do to your own child.

I laughed awkwardly along with my parents. "I'm uhm...gonna go out for a walk..."

And that's how I found my lover! (=^-ω-^=)

(Jace, we're not at that part yet!)

W-what?! We're not? Oh...well don't I just look stupid now...‾︿‾

I mean...and that's how I got to where I am now. Walking...Walking as far away from those people as possible. I don't know if I can even consider them my parents anymore. It's like I don't even belong in the family. Like...i'm adopted...

No, I can't possibly be adopted! That's silly. I'm silly. Just focus on the main topic! Oh yeah, the arranged marriage. I hate how my parents set me up for this. I want a relationship like theirs. You could see the love radiating off them from a mile away! When they look into each other's eyes you can see tiny sparkling hearts. I want a relationship like that.

Though, it'll never happen. I'm pretty sure there is no gay guy that is all lovey-dovey, cuddly teddy bears, and rainbow stuff. Well, there is...me...But other than me, I don't know anyone else like that who exists.

How can I back out of this without telling my parents i'm gay? Well, my parents are very rich and famous, maybe I can take my allowance and move out. I am 19 after all. I'm old enough to live by myself...right? I even know how to cook! I myself th-

I was interrupted from my thoughts when I bumped into something very strong. I fell back on my butt, sending a really sharp pain through my whole body. I looked up to see what I bumped into. It was...

A tree...( ̄ε(# ̄)︴

This day can't possibly get any worse...

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Mōshiwakearimasenga, kono Fumide wa mijikaidesu. Umaku ikeba,-go no shōde wa, yori nagaku, yori yoku narimasu. Anata ga yonde tame ni, kansha o tanoshinde negatte imasu! (≧▽≦)/〜 ┴┴
{ Sorry this chapter is short. Hopefully later chapters will be longer and better. Hope you enjoyed, thanks for reading!
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