One Plus One

When All Goes To Hell

Song: This Is Gospel
By: Panic! At The Disco
Picture: Picture Of The Wedding

Chapter 12: When All Goes To Hell

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Blake's P.O.V

I heard the sound of water running and splashing. Jace must be washing up. I knocked on the door, growing more worried for him. Today I his last day to live, I know something has had to of happened in that restroom. "Jace, open the door!" I nearly shouted, while bagning my fist on the door.

Jace could be there dying, and I couldn't have saved him, all because of this damn door! I stopped banging on the door, as the door slowly creacked open, and out came Jace, looking like a zombie. "Blake, I'm fine. This is your day, let's just go back to the wedding." Jace said, smiling sadly at me. "Stop being so stubborn! We're not going back until I make sure you're okay!"

Jace sighed and walked right past me."I'm fine, Blake." I caught up to Jace, grabbed his shoulder, and turned him to me. I looked him in eyes, and started to tear up. "You don't look fine. Look me in the eyes and tell me that you're fine."

"Blake-"

"Tell.Me.Jace! Look me in the eyes and tell me." Jace closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes back up and looked me straight in the eyes. "I'm fine." I pulled Jace into a hug, and felt a single tear fall from my eye. "Liar." I whispered, hugging Jace closer to me. He wrapped his arms around me and started sobbing into my shoulders. I rubbed his back in an attempt to comfort him.

"I'm sorry, Blake. I really am. I wanted to make you happy for the little time I have left, but I can't even do that. I'm sorry." I just hugged Jace closer as he sobbed into my shoulder. I felt tear fall after tear, and soon I was crying along with Jace. Jace pulled away from the hug and tried wiping away his tears.

"I'm sorry-"

"Stop apologizing, you idiot. There isn't anything we can do about this."

Silence. Jace was silent, looking down at the flowing grass beneath us.

"Blake?"

"Yes, love?"

"Promise me...when I die...that you will move on."

"I can't."

"Please, Blake."

"I'm sorry, Jace, I just can't keep that promise. My heart belongs to you, and it always will. Forever, no matter what. Dead or alive."

Jace started to cry again, and I pulled him back into a hug, rubbing his back, attempting to comfort him the best I can. His tears soon stopped, and we once again parted from our hug. "Let's go back now. Everyone must be worried..." I stayed silent and followed Jace back to the wedding. All I can do now is comfort him and hope for the best.

All of a sudden, Jace grabbed onto his stomach, kneeled over, and started couching up blood. He started to fall over, but I quickly caught him before I can hit the ground. "Jace-"

"Blake...shut up. I know, but I don't want to face it. I don't want to-" Jace groaned and started couching up even more blood. "I don't want to leave you." He finished, smiling sadly at me. Tears pricked the corner of my eyes as I saw my love of my life, dying below me. Shaking my head, I picked up Jace and ran back to the wedding.

Sarah was the first to spot us, and ran towards us, along with the rest of the group. "Oh my gosh, what happened?!" I dropped down to my knees, holding Jace close to me. "He's dying, we have to help him!" I yelled in between sobs. "Mary, call the ambulance!" Sarah yelled. Mary nodded and ran off to go get her phone.

I cletched Jace closer to me, rocking back in forth with him in my arms. "Please don't do this to me, please Jace. I love you so much, please don't do this!" Jace coughed up more blood and put a hand to my cheek. "Blake, I...I love you, but I'm not gonna survive. I'm sorry." He coughed again.

I shook my head and held Jace to my chest, crying silent tears. "No, no, no. You'll make it. We'll make it. We have to. We're supposed to get married, grow old together, die together. 'Til death do us part, remember?" Jace smiled sadly at me and wiped one of my tears away. "I love you Blake. So much. But you're going to have to move on." I shook my head once more.

"I won't move on. I can't move on. I love you too much, Jace. You're my one and only..." Jace clenched on to his chest even tighter and coughed up even more blood. "I'm not gonna make it. I...Love you...Blake." Jace's eyes rolled to the back of his head and his eyes shut closed. More tears fell down my face, as I tried to wake Jace up.

"No, no, no, Jace. You can't leave me, not now. Jace, please, no. Not now!" Sarah tried pulling Jace away from me, but I shook her off. "Please, Jace, don't do this to me. I love you Jace, please! Please, don't leave me! Jace, please, I love you. Jace!"

~Emotional Time Skip~

Three days.

Three days since Jace died, and I haven't left my room since. I don't eat, I don't sleep, and I started cutting again. What's the point? Jace is gone. He was my reason to live. He was my hope. Now what do I have? What's the point? I should just kill myself.

Just get it over with. I don't need to suffer anymore. Maybe I can find Jace in the after life...Yeah, I think I'll do that...

Jace...I'm coming for you...Please, wait for me...

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Welcome to the end of the chapter... :<

I literally cried while writing this. It was so sad...Either that, or I'm just emotional....BTW, I know I'm early on publishing, but I had written two chapters already and thought...why not? So, see you Friday. Yes, I will update Friday. Promise.

Anyways! Hope you enjoyed, and I shall see you in the next chapter.

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P.S. I updated! I think I deserve some credit, and some food. Baii~!