Chapter 18

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After a refreshing shower and getting dressed, I brushed my hair quickly eager to know what Trevor has to say.

Walking towards the living room, I started feeling anxious, racing thoughts running in my head what could be that bad to make the extreme tension that was in his eyes earlier?

Opening the door slowly I walked in the living room to find Trevor sitting on the couch watching TV, his head snapped towards me when he heard the door open, he took the remote from the table in front of him and patted the spot next to him on the couch signaling me to sit next to him.

I sat next to him on the couch, he turned his body so he was facing me, the tension could be seen on his face and felt in the air. I don't have a good feeling about this.

He cleared his throat "We have to end this vacation" He said
"Have to? Why?" I asked he seemed taken back by the question I have no idea why, What else should I ask about!
"You're not upset that we're going back home and leaving here?" He asked amusement audible in his voice
"I'm more concerned on the fact that we 'have to' leave! why do we have to? What's wrong?"

He stayed silent for a minute it was obvious he was thinking about something and he was thinking hard, to be honest that makes me feel worried for some reason.

He took a deep breath and no emotions were shown on his face anymore. "I have work to do" he said too quickly and got up from the couch "Really? You have work to do? That's all you're gonna tell me?" I said following him
"Yes" he simply said with a cold tune
"Yes? That's all?" I asked waiting for response, that doesn't make sense he's hiding something and it's big.

Still waiting for response but he said nothing he just stood there looking at the window, It was so silent that you could hear a pin fall.

I sighed "And I thought we started to get along" I mumbled under my breath but he seemed to hear what I said, he turned around to face me, his face was so red with anger he glared at me, if looks could kill I would be thousand miles under the ground right now

"What do you want me to say? huh? Tell me what do you want me to tell you? Do you want to hear about my business problems that hundreds of lawyer can't solve? Even if I tell you what are going to say? You're a kid,Genna, you can't and won't understand" he semi yelled the anger could be heard from miles away.

He took a deep breath closing his eyes, guess he was trying to calm himself down. "I don't want to be here, Genna, I don't want to have a relationship with an underaged kid that will eventually take me to jail, I don't to have the complete responsibility of taking care of a kid, I don't want to get married, I don't want this whole full plate in my life right now, I WANT NONE OF IT!" That's when I knew he lost it, his emotions were piling up, his yells were echoing around in the room.

I stood there speechless not knowing what to say, I don't even know if there should be something said. "Start packing we're leaving in 4 hours" that was last thing that he said and walked out.

I felt glued to the floor, I couldn't move. Maybe it was the shock, then it hit me we both are victims, we both don't to be here, Trevor was right neither of us want to be here, I guess.

I'm too young for this, I'm too young to have this conversation with someone, he was right I'm just a kid I just turned fifteen, yet my parents have thrown me in this vortex in the deepest ocean and I have no energy to even try to swim.

It was too hard to even think about, it was too much.

Four hours later

Sitting in a car with Trevor in silence was the most boring thing, it's not like it was the first time but this time it was different, the tension made the awkwardness painful.

Neither of us tried to break the silence or even talk after his tantrum. There was nothing to be said

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Two days later

It has been two days since Trevor and I got back from Hawaii, I haven't seen him since we left the airport. I got to stay with my parents back to what I call home my real home with my real family. For some reason I wasn't entirely convinced with that.

It felt weird everything around me felt weird, it was like I was out of my habitat, everything around me felt new.

Max was the only reason that kept me sane at this point. Two days ago when I saw him I lost it I broke down I couldn't hold the tears in my eyes for few more second it was impossible completely impossible. I didn't know why I was crying or what I should do or say all I knew at that moment that what I needed someone to comfort me, I needed the feeling of home once again. I was tired of being out of home.

I was tired of trying to be an adult I want to be who I was before turning fifteen I wanted to be a teenager once again.

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Hey guy, I'm such a late updater I know.
I realized that I use the word 'hell' a lot so I tried to keep this chapter clean from swearing xD
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