Void In My Heart

Two

Two

Hera

Iv'e been thinking a lot this week on where I can spend my vacation. I've been thinking about places but its kind of annoying to think that my best choices are some kind of cram.

People might've seen me lingering on that place. I have to hide myself from the media especially the paps,they will surely go follow me wherever I go. That's why I need to spend my vacation away from the them.

The thought of being free.

Where I can do anything away from them. I need to divert my attention into something.

The beeping sound of my phone startles my reverie. I reach my phone from the bedside table and swipe the screen without knowing who's the caller.

"Good morning Hera,!" A familiar voice came in. Barbara.

"What's up Barbi? Your early!" I fake out an irratational voice. I can imagine, that Barbi, is cursing me right now.

"Look, Someones woke up in the wrong side of the bed this morning, Grumpy?" She asked that sounds like a mother.

I let out a chuckle,and then continued. "Hey,don't mind it. So what's with the call? Something's wrong?" I asked back eagerly.

"Well I just want to remind you about you about your meeting with Mr.Hillsdale" She said a matter-of-fact-tone.

"Oh. Thanks for reminding me Barbi. I'll be there at eight." I say checking out the clock that hangs on the wall.

"Ok. Hera what about your plan in going into a vacation?" She asked eagerly.

"Um,we will talk about it later" I simply replied.

"Ok. If you say so." She hangs up the call,and I toss my phone into the pillows.

I lay down my back againts the soft cusion, and stared at the pink ceiling. All I can see is pink around,the walls the decors everything.

Oh I love this feeling... Silence...

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Afterwards, I headed to the kitchen. I look aroud and saw my nanny Sally making pancakes and Bacon, I can smell it from here.

"Good morning Sally!" I greeted her with enthusiasm.

"Good morning dear. Come,brakfast is ready I can sense that your'e definately hungry," She said beaming at me.

I digged out my panckaes and devour the bacon heavily, when I sense something about the atmosphere. Where is he?. I can't endure myself but asked Sally.

"Where's dad?" I asked eagerly.

She let out a heave sigh and then she continued. "He leave few hours ago he didn't wake you up because you were tightly asleep." She stated.

"Really? Why did he leave? I mean, where is he going,and why so early?" I asked while checking out my phone for any notifications.

"He said he's on his business trip in France, he will be back after three days." She stated with eyes creased.

"Oh" was all I could say. No wondering anymore. In my seventeen years of existence in this world, he's been like this. Such a procastinator.

He is always busy checking up on his business carrer. He is a business tycoon who wouldn't right? But my point is, his daughter needs a lot of attention and care. I never felt a ' dads care' since when my puberty era starts.

Lucky me, I still have my nanny Sally to keep me sane. I'm so lucky to have her she always care about me, she is kind, sweet, caring. I short, she's like a mother to me.