Void In My Heart

Three

Three

Hera

(Flashback...)

"Yeah sure, Surely mom won't mind. It's been along time since you visit us here, and besides, I need someone to accompany me in the house mom, is always busy during this weekends so I'm all stuck up here. And gladly, you're going to stay at here at least." She said in the top of her lungs.

That's my cousin Victoria. My mom and her mom were twins. That's why we are so close back then. We were actually bestfriends since, but we lost our communication since I entered the world of Hollywood. We separated in many ways. But when have an extra time, I'll go visit her in their house right on the countryside.

I'm excited to go. Going in that incoherent place is such a great help. Venturing in your own, smell the air breeze and discover things. It would be a pity if I should spoil my whole life doing movies, filled my face with makeups, interviews, tours, and more.

But Before anything else, I should be planning how I can hide myself from the people like a disguise. If I should not doing this I'm all busted like hell.

Bella. Bella is the name that I'm going to use once when I got there. Surely, if they recognize me in this disguise, the people will surely gather making a huge crowd. Asking, making reports and wonder why am I in the countryside, if they will ask me such things, what should I answer? That's why I need to have a disguise to hide myself.

"Oh, I'm glad to hear that, I'm going to have a vacation you know have some fun and discover things as well." I said with enthusiasm.

"So, where do you plan to go?" She asked eagerly. No way I'm going to tell her when. She will surely, tease me about Daniel my M.U. in hollywood but for real, were just friends. Business is Business.

"You don't have to know." I said sweetly.

"That's not fair! I told ya about my crush but you didn't tell me where do you want to live here!" She complained. I can imagine her features, it was priceless.

"Correction. For your information, you were the one blabbering about your crush and I have no but ask. You kept on blabbering about 'oh my gosh he's cute, i have a crush on him'." I said imatating her voice.

"Sti--" she said but I quickly tweet back. "No no dear, it's fair not unfair okay. Alright. So stop blabbering, that's what you get for blabbering about your crush." I said sarcastically.

"Whatever." Then she hangs up the phone. I toss it back to the bed and headed to the bathroom to take some shower.

********* (Present day...)

*Clothes check.
*Hoodies check.
*Sneakers check.
*Books check (but I don't tell anyone that I do. Even Barbara,Sally, including dad.)
*Makeups (In case of some churva.)
*And the picture of dad.

But there's still missing. The picture of mom. I look around the room and saw the picture of my mommy right at the farthest right of the room. I walk towards it's direction and pick up the picture. Oh I miss her so much.
My mom died when I was a kid. Due to a cervical cancer. I was despondent back then, I even saw her dying in the the hospital in front of me. I remember the last words she said to me before she let go;

Be a good girl, don't let anyone ruin you; never gave up this very early, if you will do that then, you'll just proving that you are weak. You wouldn't want that now do you?' She said, but before I could answer, the beeping sound of the monitor makes me wanna die in pain. With that, the beeping sound of the monitor stops, signalling she's already dead. We tried to call the doctor but it was too late.

I dismiss the sadness when a sudden tear starts to water my eyes. I let go of the picture, and place it back to where it was. I have no plan to bring it to Aunt Millecent's house or she will just remember that day where her twin sister's dead.

After dressing up, I blow dry my hair and simply tied it into a ponytail. Of course, my plan in going into a disguise will be put into waste if should not going to do this way. But what if people might recognize me in this beautiful disguise? Will they catch up with me, blabber, gossiping and wondering what am I doing in the country side? If that happens, I want the world to swallow me right away.

So this is it. I'm all packed up. I am ready, lets do this...! But deep inside of me, I felt guilty. I don't know why am I feeling this way but I just know. Maybe for leaving the person that were so close to me, for there were no way leaving them but I have to.

"Are you sure your'e going?" Sally asked skeptically. I just gave her a reassuring smile, hug her and said; "Don't worry Sally, I'm all fine" I stated reassuringly.

Her face seems not convinced. I gave her a reassuring smile again. "Promise, Sally, I'm fine, I can do this, there's no way turning back now." I said hugging her again and rubbing her back to assure that everything is going to be Ok.

"Just promise me, you'll going to call me once you got there, ok?" She asked with a pleading eyes.

"Okay Sally I will. So look after the house and dad so they will be on good condition. Okay?" I said pleading her.

"Okay, and also, gave me an updates. Feel free to call me okay?" She said.

"Ok. So I think I'll be going right?" I asked.

"Right, so don't forget what I've taught you okay." She said.

"Okay of course, bye Sally, I will going to miss you. Don't worry I'll be back after three months." I said hugging her again.

"Bye Dear, take care." She said and her voice starts to crack.

"You too,bye." I say pulling back our hugs.

With that, I started to raise my hood covering my back figure, and took a last sight to the house, I'm going to miss this, including you dad, hope you'll understand why am I doing this. I mouthed 'I love you' to the house and focus my mind on the road to where I am currently walking . Actually, this is my first time to do hiking, only wearing sneakers and simple dress.

I'm ready. No regrets.

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