Lost and Found (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 28

*Cassie's P.O.V*

As each day passes, the time to leave nears. We have been here for almost a month and a half which leave us with one month left.

Throughout the time, we all seemed to grow closer. I've gotten closer with Niall, Liam, Zayn, and Harry, as well as Mely. In fact, I think Mely and Harry are something official... But its nothing confirmed.

Things between Louis and I, are quite confusing. The more I think about it, the more my feeling for him grow. I don't say anything though. I don't want to ruin our long term friendship over something as silly as this.

Mely has tried talking to me about it. Trying to make things clear. But I couldn't. I couldn't explain was it was. But as I started knowing what it was, I told her. I told her what my true feelings towards him were. What I thought. How I don't see him as just a friend. How sometimes when we're talking, just the two of us, I just want to grab him by the face and kiss him!

"You should just tell him." she told me.

But I couldn't. I wouldn't. I was going to one day, until he completely cut me of.

We were walking down the park the others somewhere on the other side since we lost them when we stopped to buy a snack.

This was going to be it. I was finally going to tell him. Risk it all and take the fall.

"You know. " he said before I said anything. Looking up at the sky as his ice cream ran down his hand. "I'm lucky." he looked right at me as he said that.

I gave him some paper to clean his hand. My eyebrows rose at his words, head tilted in confusion. "Lucky?" I asked.

He hummed in response. "Lucky how?" I questioned.

"Lucky for having someone like you in my life." I smiled at his words. For a second, I got a bit of hope. Hope that he could possibly be wanting to say what I only dreamed of. "For having such an amazing best friend. You, Melissa, and the lads. You all have a huge role in my life and I don't know what I would do without either of you."

BOOM!

A bullet right through my heart. Of course. Best friends. Was I really that stupid enough to think he would actually have mutual feelings as me. The hell was I thinking!

I was hard keeping the smile on my face. "Of course! We will always be there for you. I will always be there for you."

He smiled and threw an arm around my shoulders pulling me closer.

Since that day I never even thought about saying anything to him about that. Luckily he said something that made me realize that he didn't feel the same way, because if I were to say something, he wouldn't have felt the same and things would just be awkward and not the same.

I told Mely about it. She started asking me questions and telling me to do something about it. But of course, me being me, I didn't do anything about it and I'm not planning on doing anything.

"So tell me exactly what do you feel about Louis?" Mely asked me as she toyed with her phone.

I groaned and dropped myself on the bed. "Mely, you know very well! I've told you like a hundred times already. I really really like him! Hell! I'm practically almost in love! I think I am."

"Then tell him!" she pushed.

"No! No no no no no! I almost did! When we went to the park and me and him lost you all! I was so close on telling him. I was going to tell him, but then he spoke first. And thank God he spoke first because of I were to say something, who knows what would've happened!" I nearly yelled throwing my arms up.