{ON HOLD} Infinite: A Logan Lerman Fanfic

Chapter 2

Logan's POV

4:37pm

"Home already, Loggy bear? You really need to hang out with your friends more often... How was school today?", shouted my mom from her "baking wonderland" (yup, that's how she calls her kitchen). I could smell freshly baked apple pie, so she must be in a very good mood.

" I Do Hang Out With Friends!", I denied, giving my mom a hug, "and school is, erm, normal..."

I quickly rushed up the stairs to avoid being asked any further. (My mom wasn't satisfied, though she let me go with an usual smile on her face. But safety first, right? You'll never know what to expect from her) I locked the door and immediately grabbed my diary. I wanted this moment to be captured when its emotions still wandered around.

"Dear Diary,

Remember when I told you that school sucked and I got tired of everyone being the same: perfect from head to toe: body, clothes, family background.... The concept of perfection for girls consisted of silky blond hair, obvious curves and the most expensive designer's stuff, etc?

Well just forget about that for a while, won't you?

'Cause I found a light. The brightest, most radiant light. Her name is Charlotte. Charlotte Grace.

And not only she is a new kid but also from elsewhere Beverly Hills. 'Cause I would have noticed those sparkles for a long long time before...

People love, people get hurt. And love seems to be too expensive, no matter who you are. It costs you your life. The more passionate it is, the more disastrously it will end. Generally, Love Scares Me. And I will do anything not to let myself fall. And especially for some kind of cheesy love-at-first-sight.

But I just couldn't get that natural lavender smell flushed over my face when she shook her hair and that perfectly cute gap in her teeth out of my mind. And her eyes, her beautiful hazel eyes that lights every time she smiles, those eyes say so many things about her, included a certain fear that could easily be seen in any new kids, the killing feeling of having to leave everything, everyone that she's ever loved behind to come to this crowded Beverly Hills, and also an unknown pain that I find so intriguing.

I've never felt so weak when she got bullied and I couldn't do anything. Most of the time I stay silent, feel bad for nerds when they get pushed against the lockers, and then keep silent, again. What will you expect from a guy like me? Not until the nerd ends up trembling with fear and awkwardly picks up their books, waiting for it to start over again the next day. I don't get why people bully and are bullied. One advantage of sitting silently in a corner is how much time you can spend studying people. I study bullies, nerds, and now, Charlotte. She obviously didn't do anything wrong to that Pete the bully guy and, without a doubt, he will get back on because detention lasted an hour, and that's just enough to come up with a master plan. This is not his first time. But the most unexpected part was that I couldn't stand seeing her like that, so I put my arm around her afterwards, you know, to make her feel ok. A lot of girls blush when a guy do that... But she didn't. She just gave me this smile, and somehow, I felt like the room had just been lit up. So I smiled back, and told her everything I had been studying about those pops in my school. I hadn't shared my study with anyone else before. But she deserved to know. She was too naive, too innocent.

I don't know, diary, but I think I've found my new favorite subject.

Logan"

*Author's Note*

Second chapter!!! Please tell me how I can improve my story! I'm so new to Wattpad...

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Areana x