The next morning
It was the day of yours and Thor's wedding; you were sitting on the edge of your bed in your night gown. Thor sat up and looked at you concerned, you hadn't slept the whole night; you couldn't stop thinking about Loki's death.
"If you don't want to carry out with the wedding, I completely understand..." Thor looked at you sadly, "I love you and will understand if you don't want to marry me... I know you wanted to marry me and Loki" Thor sighed.
"Please don't say his name... It's all my fault he killed himself... It's my fault that he didn't want to marry me, I should have paid attention to my mother while she was teaching me healing magic when I was a child, it's all my fault!" You cried.
"It's your fault, don't you dare think that" Thor begged.
"I want him back so bad Thor..." You looked at Thor; you wiped the tears that streamed down your cheeks.
"Let's not get married today..." Thor crawled over to you and hugged you lovingly.
"I'm sorry... I just... I can't... It's too soon..." You mumbled and turned around sobbing into Thor's chest.
Thor lovingly stroked your hair. "I miss him so much Thor..." You cried, "It's all my fault he's dead... He's gone..." You sobbed heavily. "No... Shh... It's not your fault..." Thor whispered to you kissing your forehead holding you tightly.
A few weeks had passed
You were taking Loki's death really hard; you were roaming Loki's chambers when you saw Loki standing against a pillar grinning at you. You gasped but quickly shook your head, you're eyes welted up as you tried your best to hold back your tears.
"It's nothing but my imagination..." You muttered softly and continued walking down the hallway, you turned back to look at the pillar and saw Loki walk toward you.
"You're nothing but my imagination..." You sniffled and saw Loki lovingly grasp your hands and smile at you happily; he gently caressed your cheek and kissed your hand.
You pulled away, "You're not real!" You screamed running off, you ran around the corner only to run into Loki again.
He looked at you confused.
"You're not real! You're dead! You're dead Loki..." You cried quickly backing away, you looked horrified, "My mind is playing tricks on me..." You mumbled and quickly turned away closing your eyes.
"You're not real..." You whispered to yourself.
Loki came up behind you and caressed his arms around your waist kissing the back of your neck lovingly, "I'm not dead my love..." He whispered.
You turned around and slapped him hard, you gasped and stared at him, "M-My hand, d-didn't go through you..." You looked at Loki utterly shocked.
Loki held his cheek pouting, "A poke would have been more sufficient!" Loki grumbled.
"Oh I'm sorry..." You gently pulled Loki's hand away from his cheek and lovingly grasped it; you gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek that had a slight red hand print on it.
Loki smiled softly and blushed a bit.
You slapped Loki again, "That's for killing yourself and leaving me!" You snapped.
Loki looked at you shocked and held his cheek.
"This is for coming back..." You grabbed Loki and pulled him toward you kissing him deeply, you pulled back, "I missed you so much..." You mumbled squeezing Loki tightly.
