Pressure // Matty Healy

Seventeen

Cami's POV

"As you can see this apartment is very spacious but also cozy so you will feel more at home," the nice lady tells me while showing me a gorgeous apartment.

"How much is the rent?" I ask.

"About $800," she says.

"Really?" I ask, excitedly.

"Yes, it's very affordable. It's been vacant for awhile so the owner dropped the price significantly," she tells me.

"Well, this is the best one I've seen for this price. I'll take it!"

"Okay, let's go sign some papers," she says leaving the room.

I sign the papers and give her the first payment for the apartment.

"Okay you can start moving in whenever you'd like," she tells me smiling. "If you have any problems call me and I will contact maintenance."

"Okay, thank you so much!" I tell her.

-

I really want Jen to help me decorate because she's so good at it but that's out of the question.

"Mattttttty," I say as he answers his phone.

"What babe?"

"Wanna help me decorate?" I ask, knowing he will say no.

"I'll come along but I don't know how much help I'll be," he says.

"Okayyy."

"I'll pick you up in 10," he says.

"See you then!"

"Bye, love," he says ending the call.

-

"Okay I was thinking maybe I'll have a reddish theme throughout the apartment because red is just such a nice color," I explain to Matty.

"Do what you want babe," he says with his arm around me.

"Matty I need you to help me!" I shout at him, playfully.

"Told you I wouldn't be much help babygirl. Let's just focus on moving what furniture you already have in now. So let's go get the rest of your things from Jen's," he says then kisses me lightly.

"Okay," I agree.

It's a short drive to Jen's. I don't wanna see her, she's been to rude to me. I know if we go in there she's going to try to start a fight between Matty and I.

"Look who it is," she says staring at me.

"Jen don't," I say.

"Don't what? I haven't seen you in forever! I missed you bestie!" she shouts, hugging me.

"Um." What the fuck?

"Why are you taking your things?" she asks.

"Jen, you told me to move out. Are you okay?" I ask.

"No I didn't and I'm great."

"I don't know if you're being serious or not? Do you really not remember you telling me to move out?" I ask.

"I never said that," she says.

"Jen, yes you did. I think you should see a doctor," I tell her. I'm very worried.

"Okay, that's everything babe. Let's get going," Matty says.

"Okay, see you," I say to Jen.

"Bye."

-

"Cam, she doesn't remember because she's big time on drugs. She started hanging out with us and she met some of our more hardcore friends and she hangs out with them now. She needs help," he tells me.

"Holy fuck, she's going to kill herself if she doesn't stop!" I shout, angrily.

"I'll tell George to take care of her," he says. "Don't worry about her, she's doing it to herself," he says placing his hand on my thigh.

"Let's get this stuff moved in," I say as we pull into the parking lot of my new home.

We moved the little furniture I have in. It still looks super empty. Most of my clothes are still in my car but I'm so tired I don't want to deal with that.

"Babe, will you stay the night here with me?" I ask Matty.

"Yes, of course!" he says kissing me. "I was hoping you'd want me to, I missed you last night."

-

Matty's POV

"Babe, you awake?" I ask Cami. She just groans and tosses over.

"I love you," I say. I can't help but tell her every time before I go to sleep. I do love her and I want her to know. I feel like o don't tell her I love her enoughz

She starts to smile. She's awake. She kisses me and then smiles again.

"Love me, if that's what you wanna do," she says to me.

"Already am," I say wrapping my arms around her.

"I love you, silly," she says smiling ear to ear.

"I love you so fucking much," I tell her.

She sits up. "Do you really?" she asks.

"Yes, of course," I tell her.

She kisses me deeply. I start to suck on her neck, she moans. I love this girl so much.

"Matty, do you want to..." she asks shyly.

"Only if you want," I tell her.

"I want to," she says.

"Now?"

"Yes, please," she says moaning.