I'm stuck in a nightmare I call my life. An endless abyss pain and suffering. I want to die. I'm not worth the life I live. I deserve the death comes to me. Hopefully my end comes soon. I'm not anything at all. Let me die please don't try to save me. This is who I am. I am a complete wreck. Falling into an endless hole is what I'm doing. Should I even try to save myself because I don't want to.
I live in a dream world instead of reality and that world is just as bad as reality. That dream world is a world of nightmares, dreams I have given up on, and every regret I have. Believe me I have a lot that makes me want to give up. I'm not me any more. I am a shell of who I was and could have been if the world was a nice place. I've give up and hope the world will end this quick and fast. Maybe if I'm lucky I can wake up one day and see everything I know is a lie and nothing can ruin that world where I can be happy. Maybe one day I could be good enough but, I reality I know it could never happen.
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This Is Me
General FictionThis isn't going to be some happy story with a happy ending. This story is my soul expressed in its visible form. Don't think you'll be the same person reading it. Now on to the real description thing. I wasn't some normal girl. I knew that much. I'...
