Don't [Ashton Irwin]

2 - "Sorry Sweetheart, I Can't Help Myself"

Today was the event and when i looked myself in that dress, i don't know why but suddenly i didn't like how it looked on me. I felt like i looked ridiculous. i felt like my waist fat is spilling out of the cuts of the dress. As much as i wanted to replace my dress to a nun's dress right now, i couldn't. The event is going to start in a couple of hours, and i didn't finished to organize. I needed to get my hair done and also my makeup and i couldn't do all of it myself because, well, i suck at all of that crap.

Like seriously, some makeup artist iv'e watched on online websites, make it seems so easily to do, but when i tried to do at least ten different makeup tutorials and it's never, NEVER, looked like it looked on the video\picture. God, i have no talent.

Well, it's four o'clock, and it's time to go the snob salon beauty.

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So many unfamiliar people to me and i'm pretty sure it's mutual, but still every single person came to me and kissed my cheeks, some people need to know how to keep their saliva in their own mouth.

Where is Andrea and Charlotte when i need them? I need some getaway, and Andie and Charlie (those are their nicknames) is my getaway. Charlotte probably going to bring some whiskey from her dad closet and hide it under my bad like every event. I really really don't get why people find alcohol so good, it's so bitter.

Just as I thought I saw Charlotte's family walked in, and like many other time, Charlotte looked so beautiful and her dress was glorious, blue glitter dress with an open back it was just beautiful.

With them, entered an unfamiliar face, who had a dirty blonde hair with a black bandanna. Oh god he was beautiful.

God. He was god.

He had dirty messy blonde hair, and it was a little lift up with a black bandanna and i wasn't sure from this far, but i think the color of his eyes were glowing hazel. Oh my god i probably looked like a creep, staring at him like that. I looked away quickly but our eyes met before i even made it and after that i couldn't even move my sweaty hands. It was like I was paralyzed to his look.

Before he kept walking straight to the bar, he winked at me and smirked. My face is probably red as a baboon's butt, because yeah, not every day a hot guy wink at me.

Okay Maria, it's time to look away now. Stop staring. Why is it so hard?

For my luck (I think) someone pinching me on my sides and i turned around fast and jumped lightly, trying to hold the scream in my mouth. Well, at least i stopped staring.

Andrea was at front of me, but i wasn't focused on her face, but her dress, and i was shocked from her look. "what happened to not comfortable and itchy?" I asked immediately when i saw her dress. she wore a short long sleeve black dress, and she had those tiny low black boots who had a slight height of heel. "I have no idea" she looked surprised herself, "i guess my mom was in a really good mood, probably she's seeing someone, or high, and she was like 'well Andrea, do what you need to till the party, I'll be back in a few hours' and i thought okay let's mess with her and i dressed like that but went she was back she was on cloud 9 and daydreaming she didn't even glanced at me" wow she was a one good mother. dicks before daughters you know?

Andrea laughed at the way she told me the story, she started to slip out of her mouth words none stop. And now it was all about Luke and how hot he looked in a tux, way to spend the evening.

Even though Andrea voice was ringing at my years like alarm clock, I drowned into thoughts. Who was that handsome guy with the bandanna? His face looked like a hundred artists worked on it just to get to the perfect resolute, And i'm not overreacting.