I FOUND KEVIN

Emotions run wilde!

GAY GAY ARE YOU KIDING ME GAY!!!!!! it will be OK Jamie just calm down I CANT ......UGH....GAY! I don't care that he's just GAY I care that he's gay and I like ...liked? Him! I don't no how to feel now do I like him or did I like him? I'm so confused. Right after be said that I just walked out of that room and went into what I think was the kitchen idk everything had mold on it. I saw him the next day and he looked up at me and waved and I just almost said hi I LOVE YOU ... But then I stopped myself and then just said hey. Just plane oll hey. My life is just over and I can't even say so is his well by idk if I'll write you latter.

When will this end my heart feeling this way and him oh him Kevin we were gonna be dried up grapes together. But the he just had to be gay ugh! I want him to just say I love you and I'm just kidding you I'm not really gay. But he's never gonna say that why... Why me!
I can't say he is the love of my life any more.wow my life now is just B TO THE O TO THE R TO THE I TO THE N TO THE G BORING! At least now I have a BFF! Not rely.

(4months later)

I fell asleep in 5th hour and got detention and Kevin was there I didn't even no e came bake to school at all!I saw him and said right away do love me. Be said I told you I'm gay ! And I said no not like that I mean like a sibling now be said I barly no you I said but I no all about you. I want to say that we were close but we arnt and I died a little every day inside.