One, Two, Three, Breathe

Reasons Why

I hear the stuff you say

Every time you look my way

I'll fake a smile

Be in denial

Now I'm here

Frozen in fear

Lost and insecure

I thought your intentions were pure

Don't you see what you brought

I now we've fought

But that doesn't give you the right

To say something mean on sight

You've made me think

No one sees me sink

I'll cut my skin

Thinking I'm a sin

I'm sitting alone in the dark

You're making a mark

You think you're better than me

You're nothing like you used to be

Why can't you see

What you're doing to me

I just don't get it

How can you sit

Over on the side lines

As your light shines

While I'm laying here

Still in fear

I'm tired of the lying

I feel like I'm dying

I'm sick of sighing

And all this crying

As I make these cuts

Everything shuts

You pretend to know

Why I let the blood flow

I watch the blood pour from my wrist

I add a million things to my list

Of reasons why

I want to die

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I really want to stop cutting
But it's so addicting.
I have quite a few friends that do it.
This it dedicated to all of them,
And all of you that cut.
If you need to talk to some one
My inbox is always open.
Stay Strong Beautiful! <3

~Sheyanne