One, Two, Three, Breathe

Did You Notice When?

Did you notice when we first met?

Did you notice when I hated you?

Did you notice when I began talking to you?

Did you notice when I stopped hating you?

Did you notice when you acted like you liked me?

Did you notice when we became best friends?

Did you notice when you finally broke down my walls?

Did you notice when I fell for that douche?

Did you notice when I asked him to that dance?

Did you notice when I went to the dance with him?

Did you notice when I told him I liked him?

Did you notice when he started ignoring me?

Did you notice when he started flirting with other girls in front of me?

Did you notice when I started building my walls again?

Did you notice when I came running back to you?

Did you notice when I realized I should have asked you to that dance?

Did you notice when I started dressing nicer?

Did you notice when I made excuses to see you?

Did you notice when fell for you?

Did you notice when I started texting you every day?

Did you notice when my best friend always tried to get us to be alone?

Did you notice when I tried to get you to see that I liked you?

Did you notice when you started ignoring me too?

Did you notice when your friend tried to get you to hold my hand?

Did you notice when I almost started crying because of it?

Did you notice when I stopped texting you every day?

Did you notice when I began to change?

Did you notice when my smile faded?

Did you notice when I tried not to cry in front of you?

Did you notice when my sleeves got longer?

Did you notice when my clothes got darker?

Did you notice when I started avoiding you all together?

Did you notice when I stopped eating lunch?

Did you notice when I stopped talking to everyone?

Did you notice when I started skipping school?

Did you notice when I stopped coming all together?

Did you notice when I sent you a goodbye text?

Did you notice when I wouldn't answer your replies?

Did you notice when my sisters came to school the next day crying?

Did you notice when they made the announcement at school?

Did you notice when everyone was confused about why I did it?

Did you notice when you realized why I did it?

Did you notice when you put on your black clothes?

Did you notice when you were crying your eyes out?

Did you notice when your heart fell apart?

Did you notice when it was too late to change anything?

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I wrote this for the guy I like
This is legit what has happened through the course of us knowing each other
Well, up to the "Did you notice when I sent you an goodbye text?"
I know its not good to skip school,
But some days my depression is really bad
And I don't want to go to school,
Everything after, and including, that line was my depression taking control
When I was writing this poem

~Sheyanne

P.S
This form of writing that I used was inspired by my favorite Wattpad poem writer @taylormariem