{Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so}
He'll never tell you that he loves you, but he does. I promise. I can tell when he looks at you with worried eyes and how his hand rubs your shoulders and how he seemingly is always the one to pick you up.
He'll never straight out say the words I love you but know that with every extra cup of coffee he brings home it's his own way of saying the three words.
I love you comes in different words with buckle your seatbelt and have you eaten today?
Maybe it's hard for him to say it. After all, the person who was supposed to love him unconditionally dropped him.
He wants to say it, he does. I can tell by the way his voice cuts itself off at the end of are you going to be home tonight phone calls.
Don't let his lack of I love you's bring you down. He does and God he always will. But sometimes it's hard to love someone who goes out of their own way to hurt themselves.
No, I know you don't do it on purpose. You just need to feel nothing and something at the same time.
You just either feel too much or too little and I know you just need something to stick, anything to stick because everything in your life is less than permanent.
Just please, please remember your little brother loves you so.
