{You were red, and you liked me because I was blue}
She was every color when she finally left rehab. She was orange and pink and green and yellow but most of all she was red.
She was finally okay with herself and she was free of everything holding her down.
But in the time she was bettering herself. I became worse and I slowly turned blue.
My mind wasnt whole without her and I know people tell people that their other half has half their heart but really your heart will always stay with you because you learn to get over the person and with the amount if times someone gives their heart away they'd be empty by the time they lay on their deathbed.
You really give them part of your mind. Your thoughts belong to them and they give you a piece of yours and so theyre always in your mind and you just dont feel okay without them.
And I gave her my mind and she was on it the whole time she was gone and I slowly started loosing my sanity not being able to hold her and check on her and tell she was going to be okay because other people had that job now and maybe thats where I lost it.
That was my job for such a long time that I didnt trust other people doing it because I knew what she liked and I had to work my way up to knock her walls down while they just had to tell her to talk and she did.
I guess it just wasn't fair.
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Two more chapters and I already have the last one written.
