Waiting For Him

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I sat up in my bed, breathing heavily. My back rigid,pours of sweat running down my face. All i could think about was him. If he would ever return to my life. Went would i do. I'd adjusted to my new life just well. But every step i did every time i showered, ate, i could feel his leary dark gaze .

'stop' i told myself he's... dead. I could be happy now, i think. I really couldn't be selfish. That's what he use to call me. Worthless and selfish.

'no stop stop stop'. I told myself. I had to keep my anxiety under control. I couldn't go For therapy because they would find me. So i breathed in and locked it up. Locked it up in a small black crate in the back of my mind. Peace. That's what i had to pretend to feel the past 11 years. I then stood up and looked at the provocative image staring back. Then went to proceed up the stairs, out the cellar.

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