My First...
Our teacher in literature gave us an assignment which is writing our 'My First'
I want you to open up and compose your My First reflection. Miss Gavin said to us. Ms. Gavin is a cool teacher. She can bring the best in us. She's considerate and understanding and we appreciate her for being compassionate teacher.
By what means you say our My First? One of my classmates asked. Ms. Gavin smiled then walks at the center aisle.
It all depends on you. Your first date, your first boyfriend or girlfriend... Or your first love
I can see some of the girls blushed on their own. Probably thinking about their first love. I just sat on my seat. Listening.
But some first experience is not all about happiness right? Like first F grade, first cry or first heartbreak
Then it all came down to me. My First Heartbreak
I remember that night. When she dumped me. My first girlfriend. I was young back then when i met her. Her name is Heather, she's part of the Basketball varsity team. You could assume that she's a jock but no. She's kind and romantic. Heather is amazing inside and out. She's everything you can ask for.
Then one day, she approached me to tutor her in math. Why me? Because i was a nerd back then. I wore thick eyeglasses. I have braces and my hair was long and blonde. I am naturally blonde.
We started studying together. Sometimes, we hangout. She took good care of me. Calling me at night to say goodnight and texting me a good morning. She also cook dinner for me.
When i felt something for her, i asked her why she's doing this. Heather later then confessed that she likes me. I was so happy back then. I cannot believe a popular girl will notice me.
Not longer then when we started dating. But when we did, she became more... Sexual... She always rub her hand in my thigh or whisper something hot. It's all new to me and i wasn't comfortable with it.
Sometimes when we are in her room, she force herself in me that leads us in fighting. She ignores me back then so i asked her what can i do to make her forgive me. The only thing that she said is 'come to my house at 8pm tonight'
I did. She threatened me that she will breakup with me if we didn't have sex. The moment we did 'it', i cried. I felt dirty.
The next day, she completely ignored me like she doesn't know me at all. It broke my heart because i gave her my purity and entire myself. I gave up everything for her. I've done things for her and she threw that all away. She broke up with me that night. All i can remember is her 'I'm sorry'.
I later found out that she dated me for a reason. They had a bet. She will be the next team captain if she beds me. She got it while me? Broken. I can't remember how many nights i cried for her but surely, its a lot.
I stare myself at the mirror and something i realized back then. I went to buy contact lenses to get rid of my eyeglasses. Next thing is my braces then i went to a salon to cut my hair short and dyed my hair to black.
Then i started flirting with girls. At first, i was damn nervous but eventually got used to it. I spent my days and night bedding with different girls to forget the pain that Heather caused me.
I completely changed myself and buried the old me. For i am not the same innocent, gullible and stupid girl. I am now a strong, fearless woman.
Every player has his/her story.
Isabelle. I heard someone called me, bringing me back to reality. I saw Miss Gavin in front of me, looking concerned. I took a good look in our room and saw that it's just the two of us in here.
I've been calling you many times. Are you okay? She asked me. Then i felt something hot on my cheeks. I quickly wiped away my tears and gathered all my things to ran away.
I closed the comfort room door behind me. Then slowly drag myself to the sink as I stare myself at the mirror, I scream at myself mentally: You are not the same weak girl like before!
I got my phone to text one of my slut. Maybe a good sex can mend this broken heart.
A/N: dont fvcking complain about short chapter. Its all i can do for now.
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