Chapter 4

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Harry's POV

The morning sun hit my face, making me squint my eyes. It was way to early to be up in the day. I rolled over to hide from the sun, but there was a warm body blocking my way. I didn't have to look to know it was Louis. He was tucked closely behind me, arms wrapped around my torso, and head nuzzled into my hair. I slowly turned to face him. His eyes were still tightly closed, his lips looked soft and kissable. What? No. I can't want to kiss Lou. Can I? No..

"Morning.." He mumbled quietly, "it's very bright.." He blue eyes slowly flickered open all the way. His hair was messed up from sleeping and his voice was all deep and sleepy. "It is.. You should probably close the curtains" I suggested. He groaned, but nodded. Once he got up a cold gust of wind hit me, making me gasp. He closed the curtains and it got really dark, to the point where I couldn't even see Louis.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. Lou picked me up setting me on his lap and cradling me like a baby. One arm was under my legs and the other was around my back. I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, as I felt Louis grip tight on me. I was as close as can be to Louis, yet he seemed to be pulling me closer. That's when I felt it, something cold and wet hit my hand. I glanced up to see tear stains on Lou's cheeks. "What's wrong Boo?!" I said wiping under his eyes. He shook his head. "I d-don't want to lose you a-again.." He murmured. I gasped staring at him. "You won't Lou! I promise!!" I pulled him into a tight embrace, not wanting to let go, but doing so anyway. I pulled away slowly looking into his eyes.

Before either of us knew what was happening our lips were attached. The kiss was short and simple, but it felt amazing! Both our eyes winded in shock and at the same time we said, "um..."

"I-uh.. Sorry? I d-don't know w-what hap-pened.." I managed. Louis nodded, "y-a um..I-i that was um..-"
"Good?" I cut him off. As soon as I realized what I said, I slapped my hand over my mouth. Louis nodded, blushing. "Yea," he whispered "it kinda was..."

"Lou? Do you remember when we were little and you asked me to kiss you, but it was a joke.. I've always wanted to..." I admitted covering my face. I felt his arms wrap around me and his head on my shoulder. "Me to.." He mumbled, "it wasn't meant to be a joke.. But when you just stared at me I go nervous... What about Casey?" I completely forgot! My girlfriend.. Or ex? I never really liked her anyway.. "Um I kinda hate her.. She's really rude and bleh!" I complained, "oh ya! I have to call her!"

"Hey, Casey" I mumbled into the phone. She giggled, "hiya Harry!"
"Yeah, hi.." I groaned, "I uh.. We need to.. I'm b-"

"Just spit it out!" She screamed, "I don't have all day!!" I rolled my eyes, it was typical of her to yell. "I'm breaking up with you and there's nothing you can say to change my mind!" I spat. I heard her start to cry and I hung up. I couldn't deal with her, she'd be dating someone by tomorrow.

Louis was staring at me. "What now?" He asked. I honestly wasn't sure. How was I supposed to know?!
"We could.. Uh.. I have no clue.." I confessed. He sighed. We both sat there thinking. The room was completely silent, except for the ticking of the clock. "Harry.. W-ill.m. No, would you.. Uh.. Will you b-be my.. Uh b-boy-frien-d?" He mumbled really fast. Boyfriend? What? I wasn't- no I'm not gay?! Am I? Maybe I'm Bi? Mum says is okay to be gay or bi. But I'm not either.. Am I?! Well yeah. I guess, I mean I like Louis. So? I'm bi?
"Yeah.. I mean, sure." I said, "it'll be like an experiment.. Cause I don't know if I'm bi or gay.. Or something.." Louis nodded, "same.. I thought I was straight, apparently not!" We both giggled. He reached out for my hand, but pulled it back at the last second. I grabbed his just before he was able to put it in his pocket, rubbing little circles on the back of his hand.

What am l doing?! I'm straight! No stop it, Harry. Your bi! You love Louis! Yeah I do.. A lot. I'm not straight. I can't stand girls! They're gross and I can't even think about them! I wanna throw up when I see them.
Ohhh. It all makes sense now...

"Stay the night?" I asked hopefully. I glanced up at him through my curls, butting my lip. The girls went crazy when I did that, so I hoped it would work on Lou, too. He nodded smiling. "Of course," he said "are we ever gonna tell our parents?" I could hear my mum walking up to my door. Her footsteps got louder and louder. At the last second I pulled my hand away from Louis'. The door opened and my mum stood there smiling.
"Hey Lou! I thought you went home.." She said, looking at me. A wave of guilt hit me. I completely forgot about my grandparents coming. They loved Lou, as if he was me. "Well that's okay!" She smiled, "my dad is here.. He was so excited to see yous! Grandma had to work this time.." We both nodded smiling. She left the room and we both groaned. "We'll tell them.. But at the same time and not today.." I mumbled, "let's just see what happens in the next couple days.."

We both made our way downstairs to find my grandfather sitting on our arm chair. Louis sat down and I right behind him. With my arms wrapped around his torso. This would be weird to anybody, except the people in my family. Everyone was so used to it.
"If I didn't know any better if say your dating!" My grandad exclaimed. We both nervously laughed. Gemma glanced at is rolling her eyes, as if she knew. But that was impossible. There was no way for her to know.

After what felt like hours my granddad had to go. He kissed both me and Louis on the head and left. Gemma stared at me then said, "upstairs, both of you!" It's wasn't a mean tone, but we were both scared.
"Great.." Lou whined, "she knows!!" I gave him a reassuring smile and took his hand. We walked into my room where Gem was sitting in the chair.
"Sit down.." She ordered, "so.. Were you ever gonna tell me?!" I groaned.
"Gem it just happened today! We were gonna tell you, but we wanted to wait a couple weeks before telling everyone we're together!" I exclaimed. She bursted out laughing, shaking her head. "What?!" She gasped laughing, "I was talking about you two skipping school the other day.." We both blushed bright red. Hiding in each other's shirts.

Great! I just told Gem my biggest secret!! She's gonna tell everyone now. Oh, poor Lou he didn't want anyone to know yet. I should have talked to him first.

"Don't worry, your secrets safe! But you'll have to tell mum and Jay.." She tisked. We both nodded. I mumbled, "don't tell them.. We.. It's an experiment.." The door closed and Gemma was gone. Thankfully.

"I am so sorry!" I groaned, "lay with me? Please?"

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