Beautiful Mess (H.S)

Chapter 39

Sasha's POV (After 1 week.)

The boys start touring from today and I'm so excited to see Harry perform, but I'm also dreading to go along with him. The last few days have been so bad. We've been having continuous fights on the smallest of things. It's like I say something and Harry gets angry and it leads to a whirlwind of stuff we regret later on.

We're now on our way to the airport- Harry and me and there's this weird energy between us. It's so frustrating. He's not saying anything. It's not the normal Harry behaviour and it's bothering me but if I say something, it'll lead to a fight and that's the last thing I want right now.

"Babe, what are you thinking? Why are you so quiet?" Harry asks looking at me and then ahead again.

"Oh it's nothing." I say not looking at him because I know he'll know that I'm lying.

"You're lying. Tell me what's wrong."
"I was just um...just thinking how we've just been fighting this past week for the smallest of things and I feel like either I'm doing something wrong or you are." I say.
"What do you mean I'm doing something wrong?" Harry says furious.
"I'm not saying that you're doing anything wrong, I just meant that I don't know what's happening between us right now." I say

"What's happening between us Sasha? Nothing's happening between us, you're just overthinking the whole thing and it's really fucking annoying me right now." He screams.

"Here you go. Another fight for some really small reason. I'm so sick of this. This was the exact reason why I was being so quiet, in case you wanted to know." I say and hold back my tears. I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to cry. He'll come around, I hope.

"It's a very stupid reason." He says and there's complete silence in the car. We reach the airport in sometime.

Harry takes out the luggage from the back of the car and we go inside. We greet everyone and once it's done I go and sit on the chair while Harry is busy chatting with Niall and Zayn.

Aria and Louis are twenty minutes late. I wonder where they are. I just sit there and think. Am I doing or saying something wrong that's making Harry so angry? Is something bothering him? If yes then what? I'm so pre occupied with my thoughts that I don't even realise when Aria comes and sits next to me.

"Sash?" Aria elbows me lightly
"Yeah? Sorry. I was thinking. You were saying something?" I ask.
"Yeah.. I was asking how excited are you for this tour?"
"Very excited." I try to answer in my most excited voice and I absolutely fail at that.
"Is everything okay sash?" Aria asks with concern in her voice.
"Yes yes. Everything is fine. I'm just-just sleepy." I says and put my head on her shoulder.
"Aria? Sasha? Let's go. The jet is ready." Niall says. We both get up and follow Niall.

Harry  and Louis are waiting for us.
"Are you ready babe?" Louis asks Aria putting his arm around her.
"Yes I am. I'm so excited." She tells him and gives him a kiss.
"Aria? I don't think I'm invisible." Harry asks Aria chuckling.
Aria then comes and gives Harry a hug and says "I sometimes wish you are invisible but then I love you too much."
"I'm flattered." He replies.
"We should leave now. Let's go." Louis says.

--------- 11 Hours Later. -----------

We finally arrived at LA and the weather is so beautiful! There's trees everywhere and the birds are chirping and there's sun. It's so warm I'm loving it.

Aria reads my thoughts and says "I am loving this weather!"
"I'm going swimming as soon as we reach the hotel." says Sophia.
"We should go shopping too." adds Abby. So typical Abby.
"Sasha? You have anything to add to their plans?" Aria asks me laughing.
"Not really. I'm just going to take rest." I say.
Aria walks ahead and catches ahold of Harry and they start talking about something until he leaves.