Beautiful Mess (H.S)

Chapter 41

Sasha's POV

After Aria leaves my room I try to sleep but I can't. I can't sleep till I know Harry's in the room. Ugh.

I hear the door open and check the time. It's 2 am. What was Harry doing out so late? It shouldn't bother me, it's not like we're dating anymore so I close my eyes and try to sleep.

Harry comes to my side and bends down and gives a peck on my cheek "I'm sorry for what happened today Sash. I'm not done with you. I can never be done with, you're the one designed for me. I know I said some stuff earlier which might've hurt you but I really am sorry. I don't know what I was thinking and I hope that you are able to forgive me when I tell you this tomorrow because of you don't, then I don't know what I'll do."
He gets up and goes to the bathroom to change and then comes back and goes to sleep. He didn't know I was awake and hearing all this. He better have a good reason for all this.

--------- The Next Day ----------

I wake up to find Harry out of the bed. He must've gone for breakfast I suppose. So I take take out my clothes for the day. I've decided to wear a black top which says 'Sorry, I'm from New York.' And black jeans. I take a shower and tie my hair in a side braid and head down for breakfast. Harry is obviously ignoring me because he doesn't even say hi when I enter. So much for I'm sorry. I take a little scrambled eggs and head back to where Aria, Sophia and Abby are sitting.

"That's all you're eating?" Abby asks me.
"Yeah. I'm not really hungry." I say giving her a small smile.
"Sash, eat something. Don't do this to yourself." Aria says with concern.
"I'm not hungry Ari." I say.
"At least take a toast along with the scrambled eggs." Sophia says.
"I'm not hungry." I say.
I just poke around the eggs with my fork. I don't feel like eating.
"You're done?" Aria asks.
"Yup." I say.
"You've had like just a bite. I bet you must be hungry."
"I'm not." I say.

Sophia and Abby get up to get some more food for themselves. I see Harry looking at me with concern in his eyes and when he catches me looking at him he turns away. Harry and I ignore each other the whole day.

--------- 4 Hours Later --------

It's time for the concert. The boys are already at the stadium. The girls and I get in the car and head to the stadium.
"How are you?" Aria asks.
"I'm good." I say smiling.
We reach the stadium and head back stage.

Before heading out on the stage I look at Harry but he doesn't look at me. Okay so this really is the end. This is the last time I'll be seeing Harry. The thought makes me so sad, we've been through so much together and now it's just over. We head out to the audience to see the boys perform.

"Sasha are you damn-" Aria says but I interrupt her.
"Aria. I'm very sure. I need to do this." I say with a small sad smile.
"Okay. If that's what you want." She tells me.
"And just so you know Aria , you are the best friend I could ever ask for." I tell her.
"Don't make me cry now. Shut up and enjoy the concert now."

The concert is about to end. The boys are in the last song that is Best Song Ever and the crowd is going crazy. I wish this wouldn't have come to an end so soon. I'll miss everyone so much specially Harry. When the song ends Harry says "This is not the last song for the night." He looks at me and Aria nudges my arm so that I see him.

The crowd goes crazy.

"I want to dedicate a song to my girlfriend, Sasha. Just so you know, I love you and never meant to hurt you, so please let me Change your Ticket? Did you see what I did there?" He says and laughs. Throughout the performance Harry kept looking at me and kept mouthing sorry. He makes being angry at him so difficult.

Once the performance is over we head backstage. As soon as the boys exit the stage Harry comes running towards me and picks me up from the ground and hugs me. "I'm so sorry Sash. I didn't mean all that I said. I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you. You're my world and seeing my world crumble like that was horrible. I hope you can forgive me." He says putting me down.

"I will forgive you but I really need to know the reason behind all this."

"Can we go to the hotel? I'll explain everything to you."
"I have to catch my flight in an hour." I say looking at my feet.
"Oh well, I cancelled your ticket." Harry says looking at me.
"What? Who told you about me going?" I ask already knowing the answer.
"Never mind I already know who did."
"Let's go?" Harry asks.
"Yes but you better have a good reason I say."

Harry holds my hand and we say our goodbyes and head to the hotel. On the way out Ellie comes towards Harry and she looks pissed.
"Styles! What the fuck was that?" She asks furious.
"What was what?"
"The whole 'I wanna dedicate the song to my girlfriend' thing."
"She's my girlfriend and I'll dedicate whatever song I want to her. I'm not breaking up with her and if you'll have a problem with it then guess what- I don't care. Whatever money you'll earn is because of us. So stay the fuck out my personal life." Harry says furiously and Ellie is dumbstruck.
"Let's go Sash." Harry says guiding me outside.

We reach the hotel in 10 minutes.
"Can you tell me what happened back there?" I ask begging for the tenth time.
"Long story short. The management asked me to break up with you cause you're affecting my image and cause a lot of trouble."
"So that's why you said all those things to me?" I say hurt.
"Yes. But I never meant to hurt you. I realised what a fool I was after you left and maybe after Aria and Louis knocked some sense into me. I'm sorry Sash."
"It's okay babe." I say and kiss him.
"I love you so much." Harry says deepening our kiss.

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The second book will be starting as soon as this book is over.
We had said that the second book will be related to this one but we have changed our minds.
It WILL NOT be related this book. It will be with a different story line now.
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-Aria and Sasha xx