Beautiful Mess (H.S)

Chapter 34 (Part 1)

Sasha's POV

"Hello....Harry?" I say.
"Yes babe?"
"Uhh..uh.."
"What's wrong, Sash?" Harry asks in a serious tone.
I sniffle.
"Are you crying Sash? What's wrong? Tell me!" Harry almost screams.
"Ca-can yo-ou meet me at t-th-the mall?" I say crying.
"I'll be there in 5." Harry says and I know he's started driving by his tone.
Within minutes Harry meets me at the entrance.
"What's wrong Sash?"
I run and hug him.
"I-I'm so so-sorry Harry. This is all my fault."
"Will you tell me what happened?" Harry says in a panicked tone.
"A-Aria."
"What happened to Aria?" Harry says unwrapping my arms from his torso with concern on his face.
"I think Stefan has kidnapped her."
"What? Tell me the whole thing Sash!" Harry says panicking.
"Aria picked me up and when I asked her why there weren't any bodyguards with her she told me she told them to go and not tell anyone about it especially you. We came here and shopped at Victoria's and then Aria went to the loo and never returned. I tried her phone multiple times and it's switched off, I checked the loo too and she wasn't there. Harry, I think Stefan has kidnapped Aria. I'm so sorry. This is all my fault." I start sobbing.
"Oh my god. Sasha why didn't you call me and inform me about this bodyguard stuff." Harry literally screams.
"I-I know I should've but I don't know why I didn't. I'm sorry Harry." I say.
"At least one of you is safe." Harry says with a sigh.
"I'll call the boys and inform them about this."
Harry puts everyone on a conference call and tells them what has happened. I can make out from Louis' voice that he's angry and sad.
"Let's go to Louis' place. Everyone's coming there." Harry says.
"You go, I'll go back to my apartment. I need some time to think all of this through." I say.
"Sasha you're not going anywhere without me, do you get that? Now get your fucking ass in the car so that we can leave." Harry says angrily.
I don't say anything and get inside the car. Harry starts driving and says nothing to me. I know that he too feels that's it's my fault. This thought makes me extremely sad and as much as I try to control myself from crying I end up crying. I try to cover my face with my hand so that Harry doesn't see me. Suddenly the car stops and I look out of the window. We haven't reached Louis' house, why is Harry stopping the car?
Harry moves my hand away from my face and turns my face towards him.
"Here, drink some water." Harry says.
"I-I-I don't wa-want it." I stutter.
"Don't cry Sash. Tell me what's wrong, I don't like seeing you like this." Harry says.
"Everything's wrong Harry....it's all my fault and I know you think so too and so do the other boys." I say in a low voice.
"It's not your fault Sasha. Believe me."
"I don't really want to talk right now. Let's just go?" I say giving him a small smile.
"Okay."
Harry starts driving again and we reach Louis' place within 10 minutes.
I'm so scared to face all these people. Harry hold my hand and says "It'll be alright." And we walk in.

As we enter the apartment everyone is looking at us or only me.
"Are you okay Sasha?" Niall and Liam ask together.
"I don't know." I reply soft enough for only Harry to hear.
"Sasha come here. Sit. You look pale." Sophia says.
Harry takes me to the couch and makes me sit. Just then Louis enters the room.
"This is all her fault Harry! Today Aria is kidnapped because of her! It is because of her and her psycho ex boyfriend!!" Louis screams and glares at me.
I hear that and run towards one of the rooms and lock the door and start crying.
I can faintly hear noises from outside. Harry and Louis are fighting. What have I done?
"Cut the crap Louis! She didn't do anything! It's partly Aria's fault too, she sent the bodyguards away." Harry says irritated.
I can't believe so much is happening because of me.

I wake up to the sound of Harry knocking on the door and begging me to let him in. I don't know how I feel asleep. I walk slowly towards to door and open it for Harry to come in.
"You okay?"
I nod.
"Are you sure?"
I nod again.
"Sasha say something."
"I don't know what to say Harry, I really don't." I say.
Harry comes towards me and hugs me and whispers in my ear "We're gonna find that ass and put him in jail. Don't worry. We'll find Aria. You need to relax."
Just then Louis enters the room and Harry unwraps his arms from my torso but still keeps an arm around my waist.
"Can we talk Sasha?" Louis asks.
"I'm so sorry Louis. This is all my fault." I say.
"I'm sorry too for lashing out at you back there. I was just so sad and I don't why I took out all my anger on you." Louis says.
He looks sad.
"Don't apologise. It's not your fault, I've would've done the same if I were at your place." I say and Louis hugs me.
"I really am sorry Louis." I tell him before he leaves the room.
Harry closes the door and says "Go to sleep, you've been through a lot today."
"Good night." I say and Harry comes and gives me kiss on the forehead.
"Sleep well babe." Harry says and I feel my eyes shutting.