Regret rejecting me yet?

Chapter 18.

Aria's prov.

Driving home from the mall I notice Hanna has fallen asleep in the backseat. I turn to look at Xavier to see he has a serious look on his face.

"What's got you thinking so hard?" I ask him.

"Nothing, why do you think I'm thinking hard?" He says.

"You haven't been yourself since you saw what happened at the clearing with the rouges. I'll understand if you want to reject me again, I know I'm a monster. No pack deserves me as their Luna." I say emotionless.

"Aria..."

"No Xavier it's fine. I understand." Cutting him off. Ugh why did I have to let Scar come out earlier! She's a monster when it comes to friends and children!

"Let me talk." He says, I just nod for him to continue. "I'm not going to reject you. I'll never reject you ever again. It's still a shock to me that you can do that, but I don't blame you for doing it ether. If it was Kelly I would of done the same. Sometimes we lose it when the people we love or care about is or has been in danger. It's all done now, the bodies are buried, Hanna is back with Chris, hopefully we can all move forward and Hanna can find her happily ever after. I'm thinking so hard, cause I'm planning something. But I can't tell you cause it's a surprise." He says sending me with a grin.

"So you still want me? But I'm a monster Xavier! If I see anyone getting hurt badly I can't stop Scar. She locks me in a cadge at the back of my mind to watch what she does." I say looking at my lap, playing with my fingers.

"Why wouldn't I want you? Your smart, beautiful, you have one hell of a figure, your wise, you know how to fight, and damn you look sexy doing it. Your compassionate, cocky, sarcastic. Even Scar is beautiful. And the fact that she wants to protect a child in need is what this world needs. Well not so many heartless or headless people but someone to stand up for people who can't find their voice." He says, a single tear falls on to my lap from listening to his words. He's right, I'm needed in the world. I'll try and be the best damn Luna ever.

"I love you Xavier." I say in a small whisper, knowing he can still hear me.

"I love you too Aria, so much." He replies as we pull up to the pack house. I quickly wipe my tears as the car comes to a stop, turn to face Xavier and give him a passionate kiss on the lips. He tries to deepen it but I just pull away and motion with my head that Hanna is still asleep in the car. We both get out me going to the boot and Xavier going to get Hanna to put her in bed, while I retrieve our bags. As I start unloading the Victoria's Secret bags Xavier comes back outside and takes them all from me. He's hiding something. Ugh men!!

Once all of the bags are in the house I close the boot and make my way to my bedroom. Once in there I start clearing some space in my closet for Hanna's clothes. Maybe I'll take Xavier up on his offer and move in with him. But I won't be able to control myself if I do. Plus now I've accepted him I'll be in heat soon. Ugh I'm not looking forward to that. As I start placing some of my clothes into my duffle bags Chris walks in.

"How was she?" He asks in a whisper.

"She was good, scared at first but once we got going she was great. She just needs time remember." I say to him.

"Why you packing your bags? Please tell me Xavier didn't reject you? Cause I swear of he has I'll rip his fucking balls off and shove them down his throat! Alpha or not I don't care! Not if he's broke you again!" He whisper/yells.

"Well that sounds very painful mate. No I didn't hurt Aria. Or reject her." Xavier says coming behind Chris. All I could do was laugh at them both.