Cutting Addiction!

Chapter 1:Cutting Addiction!

Hey my name is Taylor. I love going to concerts, its my life. I only listen to post hard core bands. I listen to These Hearts, Pierce The Veil, Suicide Silence, Falling In Reverse, All Time Low, Us From Outside, Asking Alexandria, Icon For Hire, Atlantic Avenue, Of Mice &; Men, Avenged Sevenfold, Famous Last Words, Sleeping With Sirens, Tonight Alive, Black Veil Brides, and Blood On The DanceFloor!

My top 5 favorite bands are, 1. Pierce The Veil! 2. Falling In Reverse! 3. Suicide Silence! 4. These Hearts! 5. Blood On The DanceFloor!

At home I sit in my room, ALONE, listening to my music, on Facebook, on Instagram, and texting a bunch of people!

I have a cutting addiction! People make me cut. They call me names, push me, and spread rumors. I have a lot of friends that would believe me over rumors. Breanna, Celetresse, Lauren, Kyle, A'Leeghan, Kiera, Chris, Kristin, and Koda are my true friends and i love them LOTS!!

Im tired of getting called bi, I'm not bi so people can just go fuck off!

Well i thought i needed help because i passed out more than a couple times! One time my best friend Kiera found me laying in my room on the floor and she took me to the hospital and she promised me that she wouldn't tell anybody. The second time my second best friend Lauren found me in my bathroom and took me to the hospital she took all my blades away and everything that i could cut with away!

Well i told Kiera that i wanted help, she thought it would be good for me and now every other month i go to the Suicide Hospital i stay their for a month and then i go back to my Lake House. I let Kiera and Lauren stay their with me.

I got their and i was kinda scared. Well i went in and had to fill out a form and they handed me a key to my room and they said i need to take my stuff to the circle session because it was going to start and a lady named Andrea showed me where to go for the session and then i had a seat next to a girl named Alice and a boy named Ray.

After the session that was an hour long Ray introduced himself to me he's 17! We are best friends already. He showed me where my room was and it was right next to his! Well i asked him if he wanted to come in and help me settle in a little bit and he said yes. Well when i was all done unpacking he asked if i wanted to see more if the place and I said yeah!

The building has 8 floors! The first floor is where the circle session and the other stuff like that is. The second floor is a bowling alley! I didn't think they would actually have a bowling alley in this place i thought it would be like a prison type thing by the looks of it outside! The third floor is where there is an inside water park, The fourth floor is an arcade! I love this place its awesome and i never want to leave! The fifth floor is a paintball area, and the sixth floor is a laser tag area! Everything their is all black lights its cool! The other 2 floors are the rooms.

When he was done showing me around we had 5 hours to do something before we all had to be in our rooms.

"What do you want to do?" Ray asked sighing.

"We'll there so much to do here and i don't care what we do!" I laughed.

" Ok im going to take you to the arcade!" He said grabbing my hand and pulling me to the elevator.

We were in the arcade for two and a half hours.

"Do you want to play paintball!?!?!?" I asked excitedly.

" I didn't think you were the type of girl to play paintball!" He laughed.

I glared at him and was like"I am really fun im not like those stupid lazy ass people that dont do anything. I go outside an ride my dirt bike and four wheeler!" I said really happily.

We spent the last two and a half hours in the paintball room. They they were closing everything down. He took me up to my room and i told him to wait a second. I came back and have him my spare key for the door we didn't have to walk out in the hallway we have the joining rooms. I told him to wake me up in the morning.

The next day i woke up with Ray sitting next to me waking me up. We were walking around together and i saw the back of my friends head. Her name is Breanna! I ran and jumped i her back!

"BREE!!!!!!!!!" I yelled jumping on her back.

Bree's room was right next to mine! Bree, Ray and I went out to a restaurant for lunch. There was a girl from my school that walked by me and called me a slut. Her name is Sara. Ray stuck up for me and that's when it all went down!

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