Cutting Addiction!

Chapter 14: Chris gets out of the hospital.

I forgot today was the 14th. Chris came home today. He woke me up when he got to my house and we laid in my bed for an hour just talking about us dating. Like when are we gonna tell everybody. Just stuff like that.

We weren't done talking but we were interrupted by Rose waking up. She wasn't wide awake so Chris picked her up and grabbed her sippycup and she fell back asleep in his arms. He kept her like that and put the cup on the nightstand.

"I might change Roses name." I looked into his eyes.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because i don't really like it." I got closer to him so my side was touching his.

"Well i think you should keep it your mom and dad was the one to pick it out and it should stay like that." He sat up.

"Ok your right I'm gonna keep her name." I sat up next to him.

I leaned in for a kiss but he rejected it and laid back down.

"Babe what the fuck did i do to piss you off this time?" I asked laying back down.

I snuggled up to him with my head on his chest and me looking into his eyes.

"You even thinking about changing her name. That's what pisses me off." He whispered loudly.

"Well I'm sorry babe but it kills me every time i say her name i really miss seeing my mom and dad. I just had to move out i didn't like staying there my sister Kristen moved out and it sucked because her and i were really close (we fight once in a while but not enough to never wanna see each other again) and i couldn't stand living in her room anymore. So i told my mom and dad that i was moving out to the lake house." I said with tears just pouring out of my eyes.

"Baby please don't cry. Just finish telling me because you never told me this." He said wiping my tears away

"Well they said it was fine so i packed my bags and took them down to my car and put them in the trunk. I went back inside and grabbed my last three bags that were sitting by the front door and put them in the trunk i closed the trunk and went in to say my goodbyes." I still had tears running down my face.

"Babe your doing good keep going." He whispered and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

"I was walking up the stairs to make sure i didn't forget anything. I walked into my room and saw Rose laying on my bed she must have heard me talking to mom and dad about me leaving. Well i walked over to her and picked her up. She looked at me and said Sissy please don't go! I told her i have to because i cant live in Kristen's room any more. She told me that i could live in her room with her." I had a few tears running down my face with a little smile on my face.

"Ok take a break and finish it in a few minutes when you calm down." He whispered.

"Ok well im gonna go jump in the shower i will be out in a few minutes." I said walking over to my dresser.

"Are you gonna be ok?" He asked.

I walked over to him and kissed him on his lips with a little tongue action and said "Yes babe i will be ok." (We only French kiss.)

I jumped in the shower and when i was done i looked at my phone it was only six in the morning.

"Ok i told her that i couldn't stay in her room with her and i walked down the stairs handing her to dad while i gave mom a hug goodbye. Rose said why cant you just stay in my room with me? I told her that its just to small for the both of us. She even told me that he could have Kristen's room and i could have her room but it still wouldn't work so she just gave up and jumped in my arms. If you leave i go with you. I told her she couldn't an gave her to mom. I gave dad a hug and hurried out the door so Rose couldn't stop me again." I started to cry again.